Tuesday, June 09, 2009

Only Fifty Rage Jerkarounds Before Noon

1320h
Quite the harassment show with other stunts interleaved to ensure that the applied rage-ifications were in as many contexts as possible. There was a heavy round of abuse for morning breakfast and the bathroom shower, shave (five bloody lesions in an abdominal vertical line), and dental hygeine. That was at least thirty or so, along with Pseudosweating me for no reason as it wasn't hot in this apartment. Later, onto laundry, and the typical concurrent activity of cleaning the bathroom. And lo, if they didn't force me to have a shit immediately afterward and then create more "problems" which were planned to beget more hassle. The perps have been adding brown streaks of no seeming source to the shower curtain, and red algae games to its hem. So... it was laundered today, and of course I didn't have a shower curtain for the forced shit cleanup. So..., I had to modify the procedure to ensure the minimum of extra splashy water didn't fly out of the bathtub. (I have done the curtainless shower once before). I suppose this was the highlight of the fuckery as they also reddened up the sunlight on my balcony and then shone a strong beam into this apartment, yet another no apparent cause event. (Pictures if I don't forget).

Enough said, and of course they added more Pseudosweating to make my shirt very wet, and to have me in a fuming state. Only since lunch have I had some relative calm. The noise front outside is horrendous and I cannot leave the balcony door open for long without getting totally overwhelmed with the noise.

Pictures taken today 0822h, as described above. It seems this strange white plasmic light "from nowhere" arrived to then beam extra light needed by the perps when driving me into a screaming wreck over their shit/shower follies as described above. This is the full scene, the vehicle on the curb as seen through the railings on the right. The ambient light had a strange reddish cast to it, best shown on the top of the balcony railing.




























For "some strange reason" the perps decided to put a very light brown vehicle on the sidewalk with two Fuckwits sitting beside it, presumably as gangstalkers. Perhaps it was all about more brown testing, ahem, and they needed a brown vehicle off the road and on the concrete. No problem, and we won't fake an emergency this time because we are getting bolder/stupider. This also gives me a hint that the Fuckwits cannot figure out the effects of brown colors from very far, putting on this show after seven years of this insane abuse. At least another two to go I would think.












1930h
And lo, if I didn't get a gratuitous cut on my right index thumb before going online just now. The styptic pencil won't staunch it for some reason, and so a band-aid has been applied. Probably for localized brown color reference purposes, given that one Fuckwit on the bus was wearing a bandid across his ear, directly in front of me. And too, a negro woman who I knew from a few years earlier "happened" to have a bandaid across her cheek when we met by "happenchance" at a bus stop.

It has been an ugly day, likely over 130 rage-ifications so far. There was a big screaming match over the air-dried laundry as lint kept coming back after I cleaned the shirts of lint. First there were interminable arrivals of white lint, and later, the navy blue lint began happening. And if that wasn't enough, the assholes started pulling threads off the garments, as they get a big charge out of me snipping them (noisestalked at the moment of severance), and putting the cut threads in the garbage. In fact, they wouldn't let the threads drop into the garbage but flew them sideways and missing by dint of extra-conventional gravitic fuckery. The last parting shot of dealing with the air-dried shirts.

In between yelling at the perps during this episode, they had someone outside yelling their heads off. Amazing they "need" to coordinate with me, and for what fucking reason? The same as this copycatting where the First Feral Family lifts their tea mugs, sips their tea and puts them down the same time as I do?

And worksite sabotage had been increased; they created extra streaks on the door glass after I had cleaned it, and put chads of paper or birch seeds down on just vacuumed surfaces. The boss man was taking some major short cuts when he left early, some 40 minutes on the job and he was gone. I was done in an hour. Typically, or more like once, we consistently took 1 hr, 10 minutes, but he keeps up this push to "hurry up" when I am going as fast as he expected me to at the outset. Other weird shit was the vacuum brush going missing, forcing a building wide search, and giving up, and lo, it was at the front exit when I was about to leave, forcing a second trip across the building, and when I turned to leave, three of the Sales men were arranged as if theywere engaged in an orchestrated array that was approaching me as one unit. The perps arrange these fucking games where three or more Fuckwits, usually men, appear to align and become vaguely threatening as they get. It must be another one of those traumatizations that only they know about it would seem, as I am not aware of it being threatening. It is so consistent, 3x per week or more, that there has to be some kind of purpose for this particular stunt.

I see the perps are testing me out with a change up to the chocolate; Milka bars come in 80g size instead of 100g, and in a plastic wrapper, not foil and paper. Both color and material changes are big deals to the assholes, especially around food packaging, and so this represents some kind of perverse and arcane progress on their part, changing the lab rat's food packaging after six years of this fucking bullshit. I never ate chocolate in the quantities the assholes are having me eat it.

2145h
This might be why the perps are keeping me on a consistent diet, now six years running; Sulfur In Just One Hair Could Blow A Terrorist’s Alibi. Forget the terrorist bullshit for now; sulfur isotopes change in one's hair according to food source. Now that the perps have constrained tapenade and now promote guacamole for tortillas, it might be a reflection on their ability to understand molecular concentrations of hair content variations. Who knows, it is interesting, and idle speculation at best for the TI containment/research abuse.

Another fluke from the Fuckover Force; an on site lecture about the Yellowstone geyser and the rarity of hydrothermal explosions and one went off just then. Imagine that; could it be the same assholes who organized the identical noise while I am writing about it and numerous other arranged coincidences all week long? I don't know of course, but as the perps are getting more blatant with their fuckery, I would not be surprised to see more of these coincidences in all walks of life, not just for TI's. There is some compelling reason for them to have an event erupt immediately following writing, talking or even thinking about such. Pardon my cynicism, but it comes by way of experience.

On with more linking; a TI gained court recognition of electronic harassment, a legal first. This link doesn't give me all the details, but it was clear that there was one central stalker from a malevolent government acronym organization. This made it easier to identify the culprit, though interestingly, the accused didn't dare show in court. Perhaps we would of found out more, and that wasn't what they wanted. I suspect this is only peripherially related to the shadow clowns that are making my life hell. I am told that James Walbert has been helpful in sharing his methods with other TI's, but of late, he isn't responding or else got cut off. All too curious, but I was not surprised that I was totally clueless that this transpired until the last week, abetted with the recent contact with my local TI confrere. And yes, I do keep up regular TI sites, and "somehow" this didn't either register as important or else I was kept clueless. Funny how that happens in every group I belong to, even when I was on the executive of some of them.

Have I done this link before? Normally I would recall if I had, but as my recall is getting fucked with at every turn, here it is again; Why People Believe Invisible Agents Control the World. Why? because they see abnormal patterns and impart agency to them. And more to the point; because there are malevolent agencies that act by remote means, including dithering one's thoughts. I would never of believed it myself if someone flat out told me this. But after living it for seven years, with plenty of correlations for the previous 47 years, I finally get it. But I am not expecting anyone to take me at my word; do some research with the links on the right side before making any dumbshit comments.

The above denial story is audacious to say the least. But then comes this one, more technical to be sure, but it claims that radio waves could influence gravity. That just about says it all from the TI perspective, though I suspect there is a whole lot more to it than that. Thomas Townsend Brown influenced gravity effects with electrical fields in 1924, also in a link under the Consolidated Links page, at the right. And no one took up his research and advanced it. Talk about the biggest mind fuck in the history of science, after the relativity dead end.

That is it; a brutal fucking day with provocations one after the other, and plenty of screaming rage "reactions". They also cranked up up at the cleaning job, so it seems that this bullshit is still their first stunt of choice. And how many Fuckwit heads do I get to slam with a bat over this one?

16 comments:

Anonymous said...

The reason could be that gravity and electromagnetism (of which radio waves is a specific range of EM energy) are two of the four fundamental forces which were tightly bound before the Big Bang. They are separate, yet related somehow.

AJH said...

Answer to: The reason...

"How I Control Gravitation", T. T. Brown at this link;
http://www.rexresearch.com/gravitor/gravitor.htm

Surely one of the most fundamental papers (IMHO) of the last century that should of led to world changing advances in physics. But is was, and is largely ignored. He doesn't delve into theory, and I suspect, given the densified magnetic field I am kept in, (see recent posting titled, "Microwaved", that electric, magnetic and other (not widely known) forces combine to make gravity. Hence the constant ongoing gravitic fuckery I get exposed to every day. I don't do theory (of anything) very well, and will leave it at that.
AJH

Anonymous said...

I always wonder why I get the "walkers" (ambulatory gangstalkers) walking down the street, while looking over at me on the other side of the street. This one guy (fat gut, what else would those sick bastards have out there?) was looking over at me VERY INTENTLY like, almost like was studying me. I started yelling at this guy, telling the perps to back the fuck off with all this bullshit, knowing full well they could "hear" me through that guy. I have male unfavoreds of all ages mocking me, and female hotties (young and old) being all quiet, like they're doing nothing wrong. I don't know why they prefer to have male unfavoreds mocking me, but I guess it has something to do with them being so powerful and always right, with me being "wrong" (as always). We all know perps are always right, because they are so powerful, have so many connections, and we aren't going to win against them...

Anonymous said...

My perps tell me:

* "They" (gangstalkers) are doing this for "revenge".

* They have "government funding", whatever that means. It could be FUD, but I don't doubt they have some of that, else they couldn't have pulled a lot of this bullsh*t off.

They seem to be beating me down, wearing me out with their psychology. most of their stunts seem to be rage-provoking.

AJH said...

Answer to: I always wonder why...

A few things are going on with the male talk &/or stare acts. I loathe the sight of big guts on anyone, and as a consequence (it seems) I get plenty of this, especially in profile. The staring seems to be aimed at eliciting some kind of very fundamental energetic interaction as best as I can tell. I had one woman step into the exact spot I was going to step into when in a grocery store and she stared at me with considerable intent. Why she was so calculating, and it was arranged that I was also distracted by having to change my intended walking track as she had stepped into it ahead of me. As for males staring at me, I get right pissed about it as it is deemed to be threatening. The instant I get pissed about a male starer they look away and pretend it never happened.

The male talk seems to be a slightly different dynamic in my case; they arrange male banter and jocularity to be overheard. As I said, it is very rare that they make allusions or even indirect references to me or my state of captivity. There is also something intrinsic about maleness and femaleness the perps are looking for. I know this "intrinsic" word is a bit of a vague term in this context, but it is the best I can come up with to describe the perps' extremely consistent behavior with so many TI's. If I understood the book, The Dimensional Structure of Consciousness, by Samuel Avery, I could likely provide a better answer. What he might say is that there are dimensional structures (quantifiable energetics is the term that I use), that pertain to being female, male (bantering and TI referential elicitations) and also uniquely oneself (staring elicitations).

Book link:
http://www.amazon.com/Dimensional-Structure-Consciousness-Physical-Immaterialism/dp/0964629100/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&s=books&qid=1244691703&sr=1-1

AJH said...

Answer to: My perps tell me...

I don't get many exchanges, telepathic or verbal, with my perps. But in my case there is absolutely nothing that is unscripted, and any kind of fatuous statements about "revenge" would be laughable. As is "government funding" when they are a rogue organization. Telling them to fuck off, and getting incensed about dumbshit blather from their direction helps to elevate the level of interaction is what I have experienced.
AJH

Anonymous said...

Well, yesterday afternoon I heard a male child's voice call out a certain word, and it had this "melodious" quality to it. I'm not sure exactly what the goals of my perps are, but I'm sure some of the harassment is geared towards the things I'm posting here. Also, it seems dangerous to provoke a person in public like they've been doing to me. Yet, it is a constant tactic of theirs. Aren't they afraid I may snap and retaliate? I'm sure they want me to go after some of them and hit them physically. A lot of them seem to be expecting to get hit, actually. Maybe there is something about getting punched that is exciting to the perps. The perps have operatives (that kind of know me) touching me or patting me on the back, or giving me a punch in a "good-natured" manner. One time I got punched in the shoulder, another, in the stomach. They also had one operative kick me in the foot. The idea is this person was just "messing" with me, and she was "tough" and that was her way of showing love (or whatever). What a bitch.

AJH said...

Answer to: Well, yesterday afternoon...

The "melody noise"; I get a sequence of raps whenever I put something down, say a dinner plate on the counter. Very often this sequence is semi-melodic. I suspect that melody detection happens in a different part of the brain, and the perps want to explore that extension to basic auditory non-melodic noise/sounds.

Those "tough love" taps and punches creep me out; I would go beserk if an asshole Fuckwit attempted to pull this on me. And I think they know that, hence it doesn't happen often. And I hope it never comes to that, as this scene will get hostile very fast, as if it isn't hostile enough from all the incursions at home and work.
AJH

Anonymous said...

Fuckwit is a most appropriate name for them. Almost all of them seem to be sorely lacking in imagination and maturity, in a most grotesque manner, and yet they have no shame. Some of them can hardly wait to show off their stupidity and lack of intellect in front of me; most of them remind me of obedient dogs, except I would surmise that dogs have more humanity and show greater ability to think for themselves.

Anonymous said...

The sad part is, if it did get hostile, these fuckwits won't even attempt to defend themselves, given that they were "ordered" to stand there for 5 hours, and nobody told them to fight back. It's a sad state of affairs for this once great nation that so many of these fuckwits just crawled right out of the woodwork. What have I been missing out on all of these years... I don't seem to remember so many mindlessly obedient cretins crawling around, seemingly not employed or with a hobby or any other interests in serving their masters. And the perps who ordered them don't seem to be any smarter either.... just really sick bastards with an immature 5-year old mind. I just love their inability to reason for themselves... most of them are like mindless zombies; if you point out they are one thing, they'll just throw it back and accuse you of committing the crimes they are committing. They are mindless cretins, so therefore, WE are mindless cretins also. These cretins know how to parrot and mock and pull people down into their mindless chasm of obedience to their sick (and extremely stupid IMO) masters.

AJH said...

Answer to: Fuckwit is a most appropriate...

I have a few choice names for them, and they do like to engender new names for some of their gangstalkers. My take is that it is all an act, right down to the wince or slight movement of lips or facial muscles, and therefore I don't assign the real world gangstalkers/operatives any particular capabilities or lack thereof. Though sometimes I ponder as to how one choses to work for an organization that has them running down the street in good clothes with a large duffel bag at 1730h when there is no bus stop or other public destination nearby. Most of my caustic invective is reserved for the assholes who provoke me routinely, those that planned this nightmare back to 1996 which is when they seemed to have made the decision to go overt in 2002, as well as the legacy of assholes who seemed to have fucked up in traumatizing me which represents much of the gangstalker freakshow's emulation behaviors as it is an impediment to where they want to take this.

AJH said...

Answer to: The sad part is...

There are many sad parts to the perp model of constant abuse delivery and it is extremely taxing to be a centerpiece of nonconsensual human experimentation in public, and privately too. On those rough days the retributive rationalizing begins; how many heads do I get to bash in for being put through this? So far, I haven't got an answer, which suggests none. Even one of the Duplessis Orphans I spoke with harbors retributive thoughts as to his childhood abuse at the hands of the depredative church personnel. I don't have any answers for all of this, and day to day coping of this existence is all I am doing.
AJH

Anonymous said...

The most frustrating part is the fact they are hidden. I'm sure that is a built-in component of the harassment as well... it's yet another stressor to add to the entire experience.

I have seen what you were describing, when at the University in 1989 -- saw a Chinese lady "jogging" with her clothes on, which I really thought was odd. She made no attempt at all to change into sweats or workout clothes. I hadn't seen that "image" again, though... I thought the Asians jogged in their regular street clothes, but I see some gangstalkers doing it.

The one thing they do that annoys the hell out of me is have a fuckwit come in, and start talking in a very "mellow", polite tone of voice, sometimes with this fake smile, but it's so obviously fake. It's always the "manly" men that are doing it, too, with supposedly high testosterone levels. I can see where they are going with this act... they are masculine, yet acting in a feminine way.

AJH said...

Answer to: The most frustrating part is...

The study of feminine and masculine traits is a big deal for the assholes. Sometimes I wonder if some of the "gender bending" homosexuality isn't a large perp study in some way. Your mention of alcohol intake also got me thinking of the bigger picture; is alcoholism also a facet of the perp's study of us humans, not just the TI's who know about its overt facade? Hmm... the possibilities are endless in the conspiratorial realm.
AJH

Anonymous said...

Well, the perps do know there was one alcoholic in the family. Around 2003-2004, I used to get people "inviting" me to parties (A LOT), or to "have a few" with them at 2 bars. Odd that it couldn't be just one bar... it had to be this one bar, followed by a second trip to the one way down the road. I guess the change in scenery/people was important. While at the second bar, and I was sufficiently buzzed up with drink, the one dude I hung out with "threatened" me, threatening to get belligerent with me (scare tactics). The excuse was that I was saying some stuff about him behind his back, and now he was "confronting" me about it. Maybe it was a study on how alcohol affects the "fear center" of the brain, as well as other things, such as "fight or flight" conceptions, wherever they happen to originate. The fact that there was one alcoholic in the family must've been the catalyst for those "invitations" to the bar and parties.

Anonymous said...

I used to see a lot of these "gender benders" walking down the street. There would be women "equivalent" of me, as well as a male "equivalent" of this one girl I knew. The similarities were striking in both cases, and I suppose that is part of the "study". Males and females are notably different, yet there seems to be a member of the opposite sex that looks so much us in their own way. So, maybe the question they are trying to answer is: does genetics play a larger role than gender in the way a person "looks"? For example, masculine traits include chiseled facial characteristics, yet heredity may dictate how "chiseled" those features are, and does this override the hormonal contributions to the characteristics? Also, the amount of body hair may be more genetic than gender-specific. For example, my dad's side of the family seems to have plenty of back and chest/stomach hair, and I have a female cousin with a lot of dark lower back/stomach hair. I noticed this when she was around 19-20 years of age. The fact that she was young and female makes this interesting. Maybe the amount of body hair is more hereditary than hormonal.


I think that is what they are after with the "gender bending" dopplegangers.