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And I see my posting was totally wiped out by a blatant takeover of this PC; a number of entries detailing the fucking overhead noise abuse that went on this afternoon were wiped out. Then later total cognitive abuse over making two entries into Quicken that became a 25 minute rage-ification Fuckover was also journalled, and lo, if they didn't lift my fingers off the keyboard and then this screen went blank and then they saved it. All gone.
So, in summary, the assholes pounded the 12" of concrete floor/ceiling overhead like never before. They also put on drilling noise, rumbling noise, clatter, dropped object noise, all as if there was no carpet upstairs and I was there. I have never known so much noise to get through that thickness of concrete, but as I have come to appreciate, sounds can be manipulated remotely and come from anywhere, even if illogical by conventional means. And as it is late, I won't re-key all this in, but suffice to say I am totally pissed over this sabotage as to what I blog, especially after all the other noise bullshit that went on.
Friday, December 03, 2010
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I had some weird experiences back in the late 80's or early 90's with pounding noises that seemed to be coming from the attic in my house. I was pretty scared. They were periodic and repetitive, like one "pound" every 10 seconds, repeating 5 times like this. I'm not sure it was the assholes (as we know them) doing this. I know they have the means now to do this, but I'm not sure about that time period. One of my theories is the perps have the ability to invade a person's past, to a certain point in time, and pull off stunts like this. They would have to find an "entry point" to do this, i.e., a place to grab hold off, among the many timeslices of the space-time continuum, and invade that timespace.
I know they have the ability to see into a target's future. They have done this many times. Like, back in 2004, they gave me a dream which showed my grandmother dead, lying in a certain pose, half-covered with bed sheets. I could see the surroundings, like the curtains around the bed. Her mouth was frozen in a certain pose. 2 months later, she died in a hospital, and her mouth, her half-covered state, and the surroundings looked exactly as it did in my dream. When I told relatives about my dream, my mom got scared and admonished me not to tell anyone about my dream.
It seems my mom knows full well of the perps, my status, and their capabilities. I don't think the perps caused her death, but she wasn't in good health either. She died after a successful hernia operation. The perps were showing me this event which was to occur in the future. I'm thinking the perps do it by tapping into a person's psychic center. Traumatic events such as this can resonate backwards into the past. Hence, the perps are able to tap into the target's psychic centers and detect it.
Now it seems the perps know certain things I am posting here a number of months in advance. It seems they can monitor certain things I am doing 'in the future', and psy-op them back to me. This is a constant, on-going thing they are doing. They routinely show me things I will encounter months later. This can be arranged with their planning, but it seems to be things and events too random to be planned by the perps beforehand.
I would really like to know how they do this. Like, take me into a control room and show me what they can see on a screen or whatever. This is some really amazing sci-fi stuff they are pulling off. Before a lot of TI's were overtly targeted, they wouldn't dream that this sci-fi stuff is reality.
Answer to: I had some weird experiences...
Many of the past noise oddities are trails of the perps' games, as noise and noisestalking (coincident noise with other events) is a huge part of their investigational methods as I know them. They will even replay past noise in an new and inappropriate location. I get upstairs clunking and door closing at yoga practice, and today, they put on the same noise at my mother's place when there was no one but me there, and no upstairs!
In my estimation, the perps invade the TI's life early, maybe from birth even, though I don't suscribe to the suggestion that they can retroactively invade a person's past, except by way of their memories. In late 2006 and early 2007 they learned how to access my long term recall, and over 2007 and early 2008 they gained mastery of my short term recall. I am assuming they can do this for all TI's they were following from at least two y.o. when long term memories form. They are still working on subconscious memories which it seems are located all over in our cells and non-brain organs. Hence, they hound me with Unfavored gangstalkers or color displays and other props (e.g. wheelchairs) any time I am out in public. Like I have said, there are three years from age two to five where I have next to no recall, and I lived in Montreal, northern BC and Victoria, BC then. I suspect the two years (two 8 month academic terms) I lived in Montreal were highly traumatic and included visitations to the Shrink of High Abuse of the day, Dr. Ewan Cameron. (There are TI reports that he worked on children, though it wasn't included in the successful lawsuit against the CIA involvment in financially supporting his activities).
As for premonitions about death, it seems from your experience the perps do like to involve themselves in arranging such circumstances and longer term plans at that. Interesting that your mother was a perp abettor, and yet (IMHO) got prematurely demised. No rewards for making deals like turning one's children over to be mind-invaded, if not having an arranged life. My inclination is to suspect the perps have earlier involvement more than is usually ascribed, and that they do plan deaths long in advance, from sudden to long term neurological breakdown. What they get from a subjects' death I don't know, but apart from blood-with-immediate-environment gory accidents, it remains an oddity to me.
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The level of scripting and orchestration is mind-boggling in my experience. Snippets of long forgotten (but real) recallections will be played back over as a managed "response" for the most trivial of circumstances. They were able to co-opt all my self-talk in 2009, so I can assume that dialog is mostly controlled now. What these themes mean to them, and why they do it is a fascination technical and operational accomplishment as you suggest.
Actually, my post's wording was a little unclear. It was my grandmother, not my mother, that died. I had a suspicious that the perps were behind my grandmother's demise, but I can't really prove it.
I was a bit confused when I wrote the post, because over the years, starting in 1974 to about 6 years ago, I had the occasional dream that something horrific had happened to my mother. These dreams had some traumatic effects on me. I'm sure in 1975 or so they had some means of affecting dreams. The dreams (1970's) dealt with my mom getting eharassed in various ways. There was one particular dream back around 1975 that dealt with the eharassment that I found very disturbing at the time. Interesting that I had dreams foreshadowing e-harassment. Maybe the assholes had been on me since my early years, with their high-powered tech toys. I'm not sure what it all means. Possibly there are many generations of perps who have been hounding me/some family members.
That's probably why it took so long for me to "realize" I had been targeted... I never had another person tell me those strange occurrences weren't normal, though at the times I realized my life wasn't "normal". I came to the realization in 2006 I was a target, though I realized it had been happening life-long. Probably that was the year they really showed themselves. Hence, my conclusion that I had been singled-out by the assholes for experimentation.
And of course, the perps do fuck with me while I post, causing me to delete entire posts, or to induce ambiguities so it's unclear who I am referring to. In this case, I muffed my post so that I said my mother, not my grandmother, had been sacrificed. Of course, it may have been a natural death, as she was not in good health at all. So the perps love it when I think this through, first blaming them, and then, on natural circumstances. My Aunt gave me a strangely mean look around the time she died. So maybe she is "blaming" me for her death, because she knows I am a victim of the perps' life mishaps.
Back in the 70's, the perps gave me sleep paralysis episodes, where I was paralyzed, and moving back and forth in mid-air with extreme lower back pain. And there was a loud roar, like ears ringing cranked up to ridiculous volume levels, along with the sensation that my head was going to explode.
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I am begining to suspect that nearly all TI's were followed from birth, as a generalization of the fact that the perps seem to find it very important to compare the TI by location (provenance), often with many years in between. And that location, and all the energetic signatures that it has, can be subtracted from the energetic qualities at the same location when the TI was much younger, possibly even before permanent memories were formed. Not all TI's would have cooperating family like I or you do, but the perps were likely lurking in the background long before they went over on the TI. This way, one of the seeming most perp-important energetic variables (location, possibly of Earth itself), can be separated from the rest of the quantified energetic signature of the TI. All the better if they can get one to go nostalgic and revisit one's home town, old school etc. Though, I suspect they can send cooperative surrogates to these old haunts, such as brothers, sisters and other family members, and in my case, ex-wife.
I have recieved a few of those withering "your fault" looks too, when our first Newfoundland dog died prematurely from hip displasia, back in 1970 or 71. I came home for lunch that day from school to learn that the ailing (though young) dog had been put down, and got a shooting glare from my father. My internal reaction was, "like WTF, what did I have anything to do with it" at the time, but now I know there was a connection, i.e. orchestrated skullduggery with parental quislings. As is "happened", the next replacement dog (same breed) came about a half year before I left the family home and moved to Vancouver, BC for studies at UBC. I don't know what the deal was exactly, but it seemed they wanted only limited interaction between me and the growing dog, hence restarting their timing of our coming and going. Thanks for the comments.
We had a Shar-Pei, who just turned 5, that died from some unknown illness. She had been eating and running around, and appeared healthy until this one particular day when she wouldn't eat. So this caught us by surprise. Supposedly, she had Shar-Pei fever, with Amyloidosis, which accumulated in her liver and gave her liver failure. I've read that liver failure is hard to detect, until the very end, until it's "too late". I sometimes think the asshole perps had something to do with her death, but my perps "told" me via suggestion that she inherited this disease on her own, and that they told me to do something to stop it, and now it's my fault she died. Meanwhile, there is no cure for Shar-Pei Fever, and terminal liver disease is not easy to detect (until the very end). My dad showed me pictures, which really got me all teared up, where she was in the vet, where she died of liver failure. She had jaundice when they took her in. She also had premature grey/white fur in spots, long before the age of 5. So I'm suspecting this illness may have been lifelong. But the perps are putting me on a guilt trip, making me believe that if I only had done something 5 months back, this illness could have been slowed or prevented, when there is no cure whatsoever. So the perps were doing things to make me feel guilty for her death.
I'm sure the perps' part of this is: influencing my mom with their tech to buy a Shar-Pei from a local breeder, which she otherwise knows not to do, as the local breeders are not respectable. This failure in logic (not finding a reputable breeder) resulted in a bad choice of dog, a dog who had Shar-Pei Fever in her hereditary line, which would result in her untimely death at the age of 5. Well, she was a great dog actually, except for the premature death. Very unexpected, too. (I'm sure this faulty logic of hers was planned by the perps, so she would buy a dog destined to die a premature death. I don't think she was killed by the perps, just the selection of a dog destined to die an untimely death was planned.)
We also had a German Shepard, who I like a lot, and grew up with, who got poisoned by some asshole who likely was controlled by the perps. This was back in '81, and we had him since before I was in Kindergarten. And to this day, I still get pissed off/sad thinking about that. That really sucked.
Also, she had an uncanny resemblance to another Shar-Pei we had, who got out of the yard and got killed back in 2005. She not only looked exactly like him, but had similar mannerisms.
So that was the 3rd dog who died a premature death: the first was 1981, the second 2005, and the third Oct. 2010. All three very sad moments for me. And the perps were working on my guilt complex, making me feel responsible for all three deaths.
Answer to: We had a Shar-Pei...
The perps like to have pets die at specific life circumstances, and the last Newfie who died in 1988 when 6 years old from bone cancer was a bummer. The ex always had me comb the dog's hair, and I have to wonder what that was all about, as I am often now treated to black glossy limp hair (same as the Newfie's) on Pantene commercials and from the gangstalking babes showing off their goregous manes. And even the odd TV news anchor too. Most Saturday evenings, when at the FFF house, I get a dose of the dishy Global TV (national, Canada) Robin Gill's shiny black hair before they put me onto the Global TV BC Newshour Robin Stickley's blonde mane. Sometimes they substitute a different blonde anchor for the latter broadcast, leaving me to ponder the significance in this contained existence I live in.
You can be very sure that the perps have had each dog's life planned long in advance before they died, and that it had nothing to do with you, or the circumstances at the time. Having a canine being in a perp-watched/managed household is an important asset. Pets have more psychic awareness, and it seems the perps want to leverage this to support their research into remote detection of human psychic interactions. Thanks for the comments.
It was indeed tough circumstances for me. Out of the 2 younger dogs, why of course, the best of the two had to die. The one that's left is very timid, but starting to come around. The one remaining dog (out of the 3) jumps on my bed when I'm sleeping, and sometimes walks around on the bed for a while, sometimes just sleeps. And she never did that before. The other younger dog that died was her companion, her buddy. I suppose (taking the dog's buddy away) was part of the timid dog's plan.
Fact is, we don't know if she had Shar-Pei fever or not. If she did, why then it was known in advance what her cause of death was, before she was even born (back in 2005). They can tell by the hereditary characteristics; no magic is needed there. Chances are, if it's in the family history, the offspring will die of it, too. I suppose the perps were working off of this, instead of just plain tech.
Answer to: It was indeed tough circumstances...
The perps know all the angles on canine breed faults, and the detection technology of the day; e.g. hip displasia for larger breeds. And of course, they know how to exploit them as well, hopefully not fomenting the genetic causes, though I wouldn't put that past them.
A big thing for the perps is their study of human energetic interaction, how one will be etherically interacting with the other, and all the complications of internal organ and substance colors, dietary differences, ongoing processes such as digestion, blood types, male and female energies, and bone mineralization differences. (The latter is unique to the local water supply in your developmental years). So it is no wonder that the perps like to split couples apart, temporarily or for good, and by extension, dog buddies. Thanks for the comments.
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