Document Abuse

2230h
A busy day for the most part, culminating in putting my grant application together after getting some pages photocopied and meeting my employment counsellor. I ended up doing form filling while she was working on another part of the document, and she really did like to ask me questions while in mid-form filling, if not mid-sentence writting. I was copying from the 09-2009 grant submission onto the same blank form for the 12-2009 submission, and it really does seem importatnt to the perps as to where/when I get my information from while form filling. I some boxes I filled from recall, in others I read the question, read my answer, and then copied it down on the new form which was identical. And it was also important for the perps, as evidenced by extra noisestalking when I copied an answer down, but changed the sentence to be more consise.

I was always plagued with not being able to fill out forms correctly, and now I know it was these assholes who get so much mileage from the wrong item being put in the wrong box. They were fucking me bad on this yesterday when here at my apartment, and wanted to fuck me the same way again when in someone else's office. Makes sense, as this Fuck and Repeat show keeps getting played in differing locations in the company of differing individuals. The good news is that the doctor is going to support my grant grovelling application this time, leaving the explanation of why he didn't do this in September (when $12k was on the table) remains inadequately answered.

And tonight when I had the time to collate the photocopied pages into the 12-2009 application, I find out that at least three documents are "missing" when I clearly had them this morning when the counsellor was reading them. And another two pages of new material, my interview notes of the instructors at the Oracle 11g course, when totally missing, and I cannot understand how any of these documents got lost. Needless to say, I was totally infuriated as this has fucked me around to have me print more off, but the interview notes were handwritten and cannot be recovered. Good for a round of screaming rage-ification  or two.

This timed after I got back from visiting the First Feral Family home, having dinner there, watching the TV news for 1.5 hours and then travelling with the freakshow back on the city bus. The latter was muted, only five Fuckwits "joining me", about what one would expect in suburbia on a Thursday night headed to downtown.

The fuckers got me on the outbound trip at 1300h. The #27 bus did not show up twice in succession, for a 40 minute span, likely to keep me at the bus stop for longer while the coordinated vehicles went by; silver greys, reds, whites, blacks, and for the second time, two copper colored vehicles in file. When I finally caught the alternate #28 bus, it was jam packed, which was total bullshit for that time of day. The freakshow was in full presentation, and they kept me standing for half the bus journey, and some assholes made a point of bumping into me, three of them were on me at once. This is because they herded me to the rear exit door where they always post at least one Fuckwit, but this time it was three of them. Then when I got a seat, another three of them moved together, seemingly independently, and stood side to side, pretending the other wasn't there. I haven't seen anything quite so coordinated and so brash on the bus before.

But I did get my wacko while waiting at the bus stop; some fucking weird dude stood 2.5' away and facing me, put out his arm with his closed hand toward me and said, "merry Christmas and happy New Year". Then he did it to the next person at the bus stop. So... why does all this weird shit keep happening to me? Buses pulled from their route twice in succession, hordes of Fuckwits on the bus at 1335h, (pretend building trades laborers even), and not to mention the 12  Asian of 15 Fuckwits surrounding me at the bus stop. Totally bizarre at this location there would be so many at non-shopping area of downtown, let alone the large Asian contingent. This was not in Chinatown, and there is no demographic rationale for such a strange cluster fuck as this one.

I fired off a complaint to BC Transit, the bus operator, so I will have to see what they say. They have been running the buses up to 5 minutes early, and so I was ready for this one, but lo, if they didn't pull the buses this time. It isn't the first time this stunt has erupted, but it better be the fucking last time. My mother chimed in saying it was happening to her too. Just what I need, another quisling and their faux empathy act.

And so, driving the First Feral Family mother around this afternoon with impossible volumes of vehicular gangstalking traffic. And have I not mentioned that the perps go beserk with extra vehicular and extra Fuckwits when the First Feral Family is altogether, or any one of them with me? At least a few hundred times I should think. It was first a Home Depot stop with two near identical Nissan silver-grey Altimas, one parked on each side of my mother's Ford Escape in the parking lot. One was populated by the owner, a woman with her small child tracking us from outside the Home Depot exit some 100' to the vehicles. I was doing the driving as usual.

Then onto a lighting shop to eventually purchase the very same lighting fixture that my mother rejected at Home Depot. The downstairs bathroom is getting renovated and the guy "happened" to break the fixture, and so my mother needed to get a new one. This one has halogen bulbs that burn much hotter, and I am sure this excites the perps a whole bunch as they like them to be arranged around me in a gradual progression. On only for a brief exposures at first, either directly or through a wall. The halogen lamp in the living room has only been used for the last year of the six years my parent's have had it. The problem for the perps is that these lights give off an electromagnetic field, something I determined when my field strength meter was working (if it wasn't beeing spoofed). The two halogen lights I have had since 2001 are rarely used, as they now flicker. The two LED lights I bought from Ikea in September haven't been used either because they flicker too. Funny how all this insane shit over lighting, including sunlight, keeps erupting.

Enough of the beserk shit, and hopefully more calm on the harassment front.