Fear and Trepidation

03-04-2014
The boss on phone and I overheard "someone just came in", in reference to me. Later, I realized that it might be due to some financial matters I won't get into now, and so the planted trepidation over a considerable amount of money to possibly repay came on all afternoon. This while fencing on a 80% slope and under the power lines. [Added 03-10-2014; the perps have a long history of hitting me with large financial burdens. Two houses were sold at a loss, the divorce cost me $30k when $5k would of done it, and another similarly large bill that was for an expense I won't get into, but the causal  situation was perp managed. So might they pull this again after four large expenses/losses in the past? One can bank on that, as in emptying my bank account and then some].

It is often a big perp moment when crossing under power lines; I heard about the 1998 Swissair flight 111 disaster while driving along and crossing under power lines. Extrapolating from this, the perps like to arrange disasters and death events when/where there is extra EMF energies near me. Another one is to arrange demise events shortly after moving my residence to a new location; in 1997 I had moved in July, and was out at a friends summer party, got back about 2100h, put our daughter to bed, and turned on the TV, and the Princess Diana accident was all over the news. A few hours later, she was declared dead. And the now ex was extremely pissed that this event occurred, being of UK origin and very much a loyalist to the UK royal family and all. And I might add, the now-ex very likely knew the perp background on why they like "whacking" prominent personalities. Only a year earlier, she was bawling her eyes out each evening for two weeks, and I never did get to the bottom of that. I reckon she was let in on the perp abuse plan then, as to what they were going to do to me, which unfolded when they went berserk/overt in 04-2002. (Which included divorcing the antagonistic wretch).

A helicopter; low and overhead and S bound when putting the metal fence mesh on the concrete driveway to cut it to half height. Within an hour it came back, this same white EC135, and then again after work when mailing the owner's letters at the PO. When at the PO, all for less than 30 seconds, I also got the white trades van pulling in ahead and adjacent to the outside mail boxes, and then a black pickup pulling in 10 seconds later beside the van and behind me while standing at the box posting the letters. I would often get extra stalking when posting letters from 2003 to 2011 when in Victoria, but as I now live in a smaller town, and electronic billing is more common, I rarely have letters to send. BUT, as this is the second time in a week I have mailed letters for this same person, (and the second time ever I have mailed a letter for someone else since 2003), it is mighty curious I got all this gangstalking coverage and an overhead helicopter as well. I hadn't seen this all-white EC-135 on past helicopter stalkings until today. Though they do like that particular model of helicopter, possibly because of its distinctive low volume noise, as they can come on one with short notice due to their softer purring noise instead of a the Bell helicopter's hum.

03-05-2014
A drive to Penticton, then Oliver to get a particular wire mesh for continuing fencing work. I was with the owner to do the heavy lifting for her, riding in her metallic dark red Volvo wagon, the perp's very favorite color after the greyscale series of white, silver-grey, grey and black. So whatever metallic red energy "vibes" that came off me when outside the vehicle must of been of significant importance at each stop. At the farm supplies store they put on two E. Indians yakking, one standing on a blue waffle plate raised platform for some curious reason. The usual Unfavored head wear and beards too, and I wasn't allowed to look at them much. I got the blonde turnaround stunt; standing at the counter at the entry aisle end with her back facing me and then when 4' away, and about to make a R turn, she turns around to say hello. Not that attractive at it turned out, though first attractive from behind at first with a slim build.

03-06-2014
I am installing fencing on a 90% slope; lugging a 30lb roll of fence wire, and had nowhere to hang onto. The existing fence was covered by this fine mesh fence I am putting up, so there wasn't a lot of options as to hand or foot holds. The perps love to invoke more harassment adversity when in adverse situations, and this was no exception. The roll of fencing would slip from my hands, the wire ends would excessively snag, I put my hand down at least 3x into cacti spines etc. So far, no roll of wire, rocks or me has rolled down this steep slope.

03-07-2014
Major hassles/abuse tonight; a follow-on from family feuds at the vineyard which got very cranky, though I take a neutral position on all of this. I had been working on the steep slope doing fencing, then "moving the brown", in the form of pumping cider from a trailer into tanks for fermentation, some 3,000L worth. Good for four hours of work or so, including clean up.

Hassles at the homestead include food flicking, where a crumb or portion will flip or eject onto another object, often another food item. Or else forced to create a mess, and do the perps ever like creating messes. Another abuse method they like is pulling items from my grasp; earlier today a box of hose fittings was pulled from my hand all to land on the concrete pad where the  quails have crapped . Ergo, a whole bunch (15 or so) of fittings that were perfectly clean and dry that had to be cleaned. Thanks for the extra hassle.

03-09-2014
Sunday, but I worked on fencing on this 90%+ slope; walkable, but barely, and one wouldn't want to fall down and roll, as you would likely keep going to the bottom. I worked in forestry and on this one project with steep hillsides one of my confreres fell down a steep slope and had to be flown to hospital. And of course, it wasn't likely an accident, so what deal do the perps make with someone if they agree to it in advance? The perps must have a very specialized list, something like the life insurance business, where a car accident is worth "x" and a hospitalization is worth "y" etc.

The first day of Daylight Savings time, and surely no coincidence that I am working this day. The perps are heavy into sidereal time, (time according to solar system), and it would seem this is what they would like, having me work this first day.

The perps screwed me out of an hour's sleep this morning, having me doze off after the alarm went and was turned off. Therefore, no coffee (brown color games), no chocolate, and no torso shaving in order to expedite getting ready to head out to the vineyard.

More fencing installation hassles today, but at least I got away from the steep slope and can stand up without the perps wobbling me over. Wire, in the form of mesh or as strands, is one of those things that does what it wants, having unpredictable and ornery characteristics, and made worse by the perp's telekinetic real-time abuse show.

I need a switcher for my LCD monitor; the basic DVI cable split two ways for two sources didn't work. An amplified switcher is needed, and are some $200US, which means $300 by the time exchange and courier ransom is paid to get it into Canada. Or, do I purchase a new $325 Dell monitor that has both DVI and HDMI connections, which is what I want. This present monitor has Displayport (useless) and a DVI connection, but no HDMI. Someone had this planned long ago to end up in this conundrum it would seem, because I wanted HDMI at the time I purchased this monitor, but somehow "forgot". This monitor was purchased in 2012, and there is nothing wrong with it, apart from no HDMI connection. Do I switch monitors (buying a new one), or do I purchase a switch? Tough one, and I hate to waste good things. The perps just love these object-ownership games and the relationship one has to to it, and disposing of it. I would hazard a guess that object sentience might also be part of the abuse/harassment agenda.

Related to object sentience, is live object sentience, say, with trees and plants. I cannot count the times my perp abetting mother goes on about certain tall trees and which ones need to be taken out or other specific plants that need to be removed. I would assign this as gratuitous mentioning, but it is always in the guise of dingbat/dip-shit with poor recall, so one cannot be sure what is the real purpose behind this blatant pandering.

I best get this posted and keep my Sunday evening posting schedule. Ever notice that the perps like to disrupt schedules and any rules (of prudent practice) that one follows? Like all the time. I twist tie the above mentioned fine mesh fence with strand wire, and I want to keep the same clockwise twisting of wires together, just like electricians do. Am I allowed to keep this habit? No......sir; they constantly have me twist the strand wire in the opposite way, all morning today. And what is the point of that for crissakes?