Keep the Kovid Going

 07-22-2020
About time I got on the bit and put a post together. Finally summer has arrived with some hot (32+C) days as I work in the vineyard. Normally this is time to rejoice for me, as I like the hot weather, but this past 8 months has been one of lower energy and motivation, and this afternoon I was feeling quite wiped out. Very uncharacteristic...I have been taking an hour long nap after work, something that the ADD medications "solved" in 2018. So it would seem I am lapsing back into that scene that instigated re-starting my ADD medications.

And for those who aren't long term readers, the Psychopaths upon their apartment invasion and escalation of high fuckery in 04-2002 when this abuse-athon began, ensured that they deprived me of my ADD medications that were quite effective. In other words, a 17 year long hiatus that was better than this current state. (Go figure). It was only the infernal ionizing radiation therapy for prostate cancer in late 2017 that started this slide into demotivation and lower energy.

Low iron has been an issue for some two years now, and my 12-2019 iron IV didn't seem to do anything, so I got another one recently 06-2020. I had iron blood tests recently, one month later, and I see the doctor has set up a telephone appointment. So we shall see what this means..

But, given my ADD and low dopamine state, I had a notion to check out scientific papers online, and lo, low iron "behavioral effects" in the parlance of the research world, appear very similar to ADD-Inattentive subtype symptoms (me). There is a strong interaction between iron and dopamine FFS. I am not going to say I have discovered the root cause of ADD-Inattentive subtype by any means, though I am curious why no one that I know of (presently) in the ADD book world (meaning, digested from the science research world to make it comprehensible to us retail book purchasing schmucks), hasn't put this together.

I am told by a GP that low iron is rare in males. I have also found research that ADD-Inattentive subtype is also rare in males. ADD males are roughly 80% Hyperactive subtype, where ADD females are roughly 80% Inattentive subtype. Anyhow, we shall see where this goes, but it clear to me that my Psychopathic keepers know a whole lot more about all this than I do.

I get the telepathic messages from time to time that they are "transforming" me, and portray a number of future scenarios of me not being ADD. Well, I don't really care, and my usual reply to them is to leave me the fuck alone, end the abuse now, as I have been fucked enough. To which they telepathically reply, they cannot stop, and must continue their work. Another way of saying they don't give a shit, an its all about them and their research  imperatives, small (ADD, dopamine and iron) and large, (remotely applied mind control, quantum mechanics (and other unconventional physical interpretations not in the Standard Model) and the fundamental postulates of Hugh Everett's Multiple Worlds. Again, I don't care how big of a picture this TI harassment and abuse scenario is, or that of TI's in general, I just want to be left the fuck alone.

Through in all this I get a ringside seat to seeing the larger world scenarios play out with a different lens, though I am by no means privy as to how this all fits the larger picture. The latest games being the Covid-19, or Kovid Killer, as in extensively disrupting the economies of the Western world. Add in the Chimp-Out of 2020 for the thug that didn't show up for his funeral (empty coffin FFS), and the follow-on riots and civil disturbances in the US states and cities that couldn't be bothered to enforce civil authority, being too spineless (or more likely, their chain was yanked) to deal with rioters the old-fashioned way; high speed lead. Then add in the sad-sack Main Stream Media (MSM), or as I prefer, Lamestream Media, who uniformly have backed the rioters and mayhem. In the least they have resorted to euphemistic terms such as "peaceful protesters" for rioters and looters, and have uniformly sided with the Burning, Looting and Murder (BLM) faction, something that only a Lizard King would initiate, because only he can get away with this, even if he has been declared persona non grata in 6 countries for sedition.

Maybe it is more like Billionaire Lives Matter; I cannot see sorry-assed Soros having Gislaine Maxwell (a millionaire) as his next door cell mate anytime soon. Another billionaire of greater recent prominence of late and who is talking through hat most of the time, is Bill Gates and his vaccine promotion. Say Bill, if you want to be a hero instead of a billionaire bum, as you too have been declared unwelcome in a number of countries, why don't you take on diseases the old-fashioned way, and bypass the immune system and hit the disease directly. As in the 1930's with the Royal Rife disease curing methods of determining the EM signatures of the disease, and applying it with reverse EM waves. It worked to the point of 30 doctors having a banquet to celebrate the end of disease until they got rumbled by the FDA of the day.

Not to mention Mr MAGA has been playing kitty-by-the-door and not engaging the states that have allowed the civil mayhem to continue, never mind corralling the above mentioned seditious billionaire. And get yourself a real Attorney General; that fat cat has got nine lives, all of them supplied by the Deep State.

Yet another unwelcome dimension of human behavior has surfaced in the past six months, that of the so-called Social Justice Warriors, or more like, Social Justice Delusionals. A variant is the Woke crowd, though not very awake in fact, as they cannot understand that money doesn't grow on trees, and steadfastly refuse any educational direction otherwise. A more developed treatise on this crowd of tools/fools who have lost the ability to attain a modicum of objective reality at this link, Partisanship Has Untethered Americans' Minds From Objective Reality, summarized as follows;

The question we face in this age is whether it is possible to maintain a civil society with an abundance of people embracing an alternative reality. Fanatics, eccentrics, lunatics and so on have been a part of human society since the beginning. The issue today is one of scale. Those leaky simulations have burst open and our reality is now flooded with berserk imitations of normal people, acting on a sense of reality that is at odds with objective reality. We’re being overrun by simulacrum.

And then on cue,  why, our dear Google, social media platforms, Youtube and the like have  decided to limit Covid-19 coverage to "authoritative" sources. The last six months have had countless shutdowns of alternate news sources, videos detailing a very different reality on the ground etc. In fact, Google was busy censoring long before CoVid-19 censorship.  Twitter's censorship mask slips), and so it goes, circling the drain. So with Google now declaring themselves as the official internet information censor, because they could readily swap out the "Covid-19" theme and add another, and another, etc.  truly 2020 has been a major economic hit on top of many major paradigm shifts.


All of the above is a Perfect Confluence of high stupidity encased in delusional ideals permitting civil mayhem and getting full Lamestream Media support. Add on blatant information censorship of alternate sources to limit public news coverage to the Official Narrative Only. It is all too contrived and orchestrated IMO.

BTW; I have a new name and acronym for the specious term invoked by the CIA to attempt to smear the name of those developing alternate theories to the JFK assassination, a still common term to stiffle debate, "conspiracy theories". Well done, you propagandists, so why would you develop this term anyhow? How about, Not the Official Narrative Theories (NONT), or NONTists applied to such proponents?
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Back to the abuse-athon scenes, just the majors ones since the last posting.

-a 10-12yo boy seriously tailing me at SOF supermarket last week at 1900h, about the most obvious tailing/stalking stunt in recent years. Shopping all by himself apparently. He tails me at my usual last aisle before heading to the checkouts. I look at him as he was so incredibly anomalous, and this shit stares right back at me. He carries on to the chocolate section in this aisle and does the usual gangstalker stunt of "just standing there", (fake shopping) so I take off and get some more groceries. I return to this aisle about five minutes later and he is exiting it for some reason, and lo, if we don't cross paths at the aisle end making contra-centric turns. Then the kid Fuckwit doubles back within 5 seconds and tails me, passes by and then does the "just standing there" stunt again in mid-aisle. I pass by him to head to the chocolate section to select some of my usual vice and Kid Fuckwit starts tailing me again, moving in closer. I take off and head to the check out. Presumably the Psychopaths didn't want to make Kid Fuckwit (gangstalker) look any more stupid by pretending he had money to pay for his groceries

-chasing me with HD motorcycle noise everytime I exited or entered my vehicle or place today.  A low key day off, and sunny weather to boot, and I only went out to the laundromate (2 visits), and that was it.

-why do the Psychopaths need to crack three of my four touch screen devices in the last three months? The assholes cracked the S5 phone I had for 8 years earlier in the year. The 10Note replacement got cracked within two weeks of owning it. The AK digital music player of four years got its screen cracked last year and its replacement got its screen cracked within a week of owning it. Just leave my fucking stuff alone assholes.

-beam type point sources of pain in my feet again, as if a pain beam is passing through. The Psychopaths will nail me in a toe, and I then move my foot and toe and press the latter in my knee for example, and I can defeat the pain for a minute or so until they can isolate my toe again (I assume). They put a pain in my L arch through my boot at work a few days ago. As always, moving my feet around solves the issue temporarily.

-Sat. Chasing me with HD motorcycle noise every time I exited or entered my vehicle or place today.  A low key day off, and sunny weather to boot, and I only went out to the laundromat (2 visits), and that was it.

-the first 0700h start working day was three days ago, and the Psychopaths went berserk with extra fuckery and harassment in preparing breakfast and getting my lunch together for the day's work. I make the same breakfast every morning, and seemingly, all because it was an hour early, they wanted to enrage me, which they did. You know, "normal harassment" things going wrong with exceptional frequency; extra spills and objects just dropping from my hand, "forgets" of routine habitsI do every morning etc. When they put 5-10 of these fuckery events together inside of 5 minutes, one knows one is getting worked over. And given that the Psychopaths seem to have an inordinate interest in the timing of what I do with respect to the sun position, and presumably sidereal time, I should not of been surprised.

-blasting noise through my new noise cancelling headphones, especially that effing HD motorcycle noise which I loathe with a passion. Given the noise cancelling headphones are an electronic device with batteries inside them and switches to activate certain functions, this means escalated electronic fuckery over the passive (normal) type headphones. That I had to reboot them about 6x at least four mornings in succession suggests someone was hard at their fuckery job. Then said headphones work fine for a week (so far).

-fuckery over wearing headphones is endless; they just slide off, the cord gets caught up every which impossible way there can be, the DAP player just won't work suddenly, and both the old DAP, and the new DAP (as of today) seem to have a malfunctioning Pause/Start button. Funny how that "happens". Only opening up the touch screen to touch the same functioning feature invokes the Pause.

Enough invective plus a little TI harassment news to call this one a posting.
 

Post Covid-19 Scare

07-06-1954
My birthday today, double sixes in fact, and some kind of relevance to those who do numerology and all the rest of the supposed portent these numbers bring. I couldn't care less about that kind of stuff.

Even my ex sent me a birthday email, which the asshole hasn't done for the last 20+ years, so what gives?

A day in the vineyard, muscling through yet more hand tucking, as the boss man couldn't be bothered to get the second tucking wire out of the way before the tendrils latched on en masse. Normally, with the wires out of the way, preferably below, then one brings them up and the pair of them contain the shoots vertically without any tendril attachments. Some hand tucking is needed to straighten them out but not much. It could of been done in a week this way, but no, the boss said no to moving the wire and by default that meant have the vineyard worker (me) take three weeks to do it manually. Like, there isn't enough else to do? Of course there is; June and July are intense vine shoot growing periods here not to mention the so-called "suckers" (shoots from the base) that need to be removed (again). And another round of shoot thinning.

And besides, the owners (a couple) never ask me how it is going, what progress I am making, you know, the normal supervisor concern about task completion. And they rarely visit me while doing the job, like they don't need to know what quality level I am doing. Bizarre to say the least. Even last Friday, I come into the tasting room to purchase a bottle of wine as a visitor is in town, and the owner (female) doesn't even ask me how it is going in a general sense. I hadn't seen her in weeks, and she doesn't even ask anything about the job. I only work there M-F, 8 hours a day for crissakes.

I told the owner (male, the more active managerial one) two weeks ago he needed extra help on tucking and he told me he had someone lined up. And what do I get? One person a week later for one day FFS. It does cause me to ponder if I haven't been sandbagged in some way; keep the victim doing a job the slow way when it could of been done 3x faster. All fitting with the Psychopath's agenda of slowing up the victim in engaging in any task whatsoever.

As in competence sabotage; a simple job, now my 8th year of vineyard work, and the Psychopaths dither my finger control to cause the trellis clips (that pull the wires together to better contain the shoots so they don't move) in my hand to suddenly eject outward, and are lost for good. Thanks a bunch assholes. Which explains why I dare not take any assembly job as parts will flip, fly, or eject (beome unconventionally extra kinetic) and my finger control suddenly becomes extra clumsy. Add in the time contraint, say, of being on an assembly line, and the Psychopaths have me totally panicked, stressed and intensely annoyed. They like that, stressing the victim any which way possible, again and again, the same tasks every fucking day.

Another owner stunt was a few months ago when a colleague mentioned my boss (female) made a video on pruning vines and put it on Youtube where he saw it. It was news to me, and annoying news at that, as I had just completed pruning the whole five acres of the vineyard myself, and she never mentioned any video creation, and nor did she ask me about any input. So, the boss lady puts out an educational video on pruning and doesn't mention any of it to me who did all the pruning in the vineyard, save three rows. Pruning is like driving, you don't get any better or knowledgeable until you do it as there are a considerable number of contingent principles and rules that one must consider.

One has to laugh, but also one has to wonder why they are so disengaged when they have a four year employee who is responsible, reliable and knowledgeable, if I may toot my horn some. One usually doesn't get this in agriculture labor for long (or at all), never mind four years working there. I could go on about this perverse disconnect of my current employer association, but if nothing else it is as consistent as it is incomprehensible, given their amiable personalities. I don't get it, unless it is being governed by someone who does not want more of an engaging relationship.

Speaking of which, the First Feral Family all went sideways on me when all this harassment and abuse came on in 04-2002, and the assholes haven't let up since. Playing dumb got them a few months at first, but it became tiresome and then obvious someone was managing my family interaction to be as limited as possible. (And when I realized the assholes were in on this since the get-go, they somehow knew and cut off the last few lines of intelligent questioning and haven't mentioned a thing since, about 16 years). But not to an antagonistic level though, but I do my part at least, and maintain the perspective of Fuck Them All. I don't initiate much with them, but respond normally according to any of theirs if limited. More strange (and managed) interpersonal weirdness IMHO.

And a continuing level of weirdness and fuckery in my existence. The Covid plandemic in all its much hyped "second round", "rebound" and the rest of the Lamestream Media information feed, has kept the physical distancing going, with the odd Fuckwit suddenly erupting to get in close. The gangstalking has become more obvious, but not more frequent, and the "usual" tag teaming is more subtle. One Fuckwit in the supermarked did an 180 degree turn around behind me as I was about to pick an item off the shelf. This would of been a decision moment (for me), a much stalked and harassed moment of High Fuckery for the Psychopaths. Said Fuckwit continued to keep hanging around and seemed to know what aisle I would be in next after bailing on my intended path after seeing the Fuckwit posted exactly where I wanted to go. A straight giveaway are the Fuckwits who stand there at the chocolate section, always a regular stop for me, and so I bail and go elsewhere to finish my shopping, and the same Fuckwit is still standing there some 10 minutes later.

The 180 degree turnarounds by vehicular stalkers has also increased. Today, when departing the vineyard parking lot at 1600h, a white vehicle drives in and I figure they are going to the winery tasting room. But no, the Fuckwit turns around and follows me out, having just got a break in the traffic on Naramata Road, the Fuckwit going back the way he came. If I get too pissed with these fucker they invariably have them take a turn before long. Whether this is to defuse my annoyance or to lower the obviousness level I don't know. Same difference to me; quit fucking stalking me asshole. There have been other winery parking lot turnaround episodes, about two per month, and have increased over the past 4 months. All to do with the ansiotropic properties of space, and having different energy properties in different directions.

A blatant extraconventional piece of fuckery a few days ago. I was lying in bed intending to sleep and they must of telepathically posted something humorous in my subconscious. I was aware of a (seeming genuine) humorous thought, but I could not say exactly what it was (conscious thought), and it was slightly funny, and they must of re-posted it or else augmented it slightly, and I still thought it was humorous. And then poof, some kind of EMF pulse (or like) went through my whole head and a coincident knock on a panel some 20' away. I have had these before, more in the earlier days when a conscious thought got the same Psychopathic extraconventional reaction; a flash of light and a noise and a sensation of a pulse of something traveling through me. This seems to be the first time they have done this test with a planted subconscious telepathic notion.

The last one like this was about a year ago when they put a pair of nice looking babes in front of me at yoga and I was checking them out, and liked what I saw, re-affirmed it, and then poof, a sudden one second burst of a plasma cloud in front of me. No pulse though.

Other fuckery that has increased of late is the existence of plasma and light properties altering events. The masers, the black fuzzy or sometimes linear features, that float around with abandon, and can even track my vision on a printed page. Time to put down the book then when it gets down to point-of-vision stalking. I come in the door at my residence, and they put on this squished up, or crinkled light distortion pattern inside. The same one for three days running.

Long time readers and TI's will know that ANY passage through a doorway or even a gate will cause the Psychopaths to put on extra noise-stalking and other fuckery. Never mind the fact that they routinely (near 100%, normally they don't like to keep a regular harassment beat) piss me off when getting out the door to work every day. I could be late, the shoelaces flip all over the place (extra kinetic), the bootlaces keep missing the hooks on the boots, something is forgotten and just recalled, and hundreds of other jerkarounds to piss me off, usually intensely before getting out the door. Add in a few back and forths to/from the vehicle to get another "forgotten" item, and I am rage-ified every work day in getting there. Thanks bunch assholes. All about exiting one place and passing through a door to crossing the outside lawn (20') and then through a gate (also a moment of high fuckery as they like to pull the keys from my fingers) and getting to my vehicle, another 20' away. And what is it about these simple actions of leaving a house and entering my vehicle that so interests an annual billion dollar budget Psychopathic organization that they need to hound the absolute piss out of me for 18 years and counting?

I have no idea, and don't care. Just leave me the fuck alone, I have been abused enough for 100 lifetimes. As I mentioned in an earlier posting; I'd rather done my time in Guantanamo Bay; I would of been out in seven years and set up on some faraway place, courtesy of Uncle Sugar.

On a more analytical note, I suspect one's energy interactions with the ground energy (charge field in the parlance of Miles Mathis' profound work) in passing from living quarters (on a carpeted concrete pad) to lawn to gravel to asphalt and then seated in a vehicle. If nothing else, the Psychopaths have been very persistent and consistent in hounding my ass at moments of egress (buildings, between rooms, in and out of vehicles etc.). And also getting out of my vehicle, as often one of my employers "happens" to be passing by.

And so it goes, and I will call this a posting, even if I intended to keeping this one ticking over for a few more weeks. Here it is, back to life as a prisoner in disguise. Or, more accurately, as a human nonconsensual experimentation subject, in situ.

Covid-19 & Farcical Follow-ons

06-30-2020
And I see that government mandated "social distancing" isn't apprehended while rioting and looting. Such a fine example put on by the authorities. But if you want to re-open a hair salon to earn some money, hey, they will be on your ass and you will be in court. In Oregon, they even threatened someone with taking their children into "protective custody" for doing just that FFS. But ANTIFA, Black Lives Matter (when committing felonies), and Hootie and Lootie get a bye. Maybe that should be Billionaire Lives Matter, as the Lizard King himself, George Soros is funding them through his Open Society foundation. If Russia declared Soros persona non grata for his political meddling, it is about time that the US did too.

A current related coincidence (to me) playing out in Seattle are the leftist thugs, ANTIFA by name, and the black militants, Black Lives Matter, who have combined along with other cuckolded fools to set up the Capitol Hill Autonomous Zone (CHAZ). It so "happens" that is the area where I lived in Seattle from 2000 to 2002. It isn't a predominantly negro populated area, but more gentrified with a BMW and Volvo dealership when I lived there. And with the Seattle mayor and the Washington State governor playing docile ("summer of love" FFS), seemingly both afraid of their own shadows to take action, (as have most other public officials in cities affected by the rioting and looting), it just seems too consistent to be anything but orchestrated in advance. Even the MAGA man isn't stepping up as quickly as his past rhetoric would suggest, though perhaps he is waiting for this errant foolishness to implode by itself. I don't know what the political angles are, e.g. fenced in by future election considerations possibly, or perhaps someone with certain videos is yanking his chain etc. All too curious to me, as it seems to me that there is a trail of places (New Orleans, Kauai, now Seattle) that I have once visited or lived, which beget cataclysmic weather events or otherwise get trashed, often decades later.

This civil unrest in the US and elsewhere, per Floyd George's apparent demise at the hands of the police, is reaching proportions of a grand farce. How far do we have to invoke racial unrest scenarios before some people will stop their absurd grovelling and obsequious faux contrition for absolutely no reason whatsoever? The Main Stream Media (MSM) is leading the charge for abhorrent grovelling ("we are with you"), and far too many mindless, or else orchestrated and cuckolded organizations and individuals are following suit. Cue another round of this forced and racist nonsense of "diversity" (di-worse-sity in fact) quotas and so called "affirmative action" (affirmative degeneracy as I see it).

Personally, I think the Floyd George demise was an orchestrated stunt, and that particular thug who should of still been in jail for his last home invasion felony, got a cute exit route out alive. He was no stranger to the inside of a police car, and besides, does a convenience store really call the police for a counterfeit $20 bill? No, they would just hand it back, because he may well of been totally innocent in attempting to tender it. And WTF; he didn't even show up inside his coffin! That is either a new (to me) funeral procedure, or else a blatant expression of "fooling you" (to the public). A speculative notion: are he and Jeffery Epstein, among others, yukking it up in some kind of wonderful resort (you decide what kind) for the managed exit-teers?

Along with other treasonous public officials and workers taking a knee as a deluded  supplicative concession, I have to wonder if a large percentage of the population knows their ass from their elbow. Like WTF; the basis for a successful and harmonious society is that it be civil, backed by the rule of law, along with an interpretive "justice system" to ensure civility is consistently kept as a primary societal imperative. Somehow, those entrusted with the operation of ensuring civility have utterly lost their principles, to the point of being treasonous fools. Since they have lost any public trust, I suggest all those public officials and employees who have taken a knee, be removed from office forthwith.

And that would include you too JT, the Prime Moron of Canada, despicably jumping to the front of all and any so-called social justice sob shows, no matter how how baseless it is.

The best cinematic portrayal of rapidly withering principles that I know of is near the end of  the film, "The Magic Christian", where a pool of septic sludge (liquid shit) is filled in the village square and someone throws paper money in it. At first it is low denominations with onlookers standing by. But as higher denomination notes are tossed in and accumulate, some of the villagers begin to reach in to take them, and eventually some are wading in it. A touchstone to our current societal shit show it would seem, with the added delusion of public officials and corporate officers admitting to things that don't exist, all in keeping with a supplied narrative.

Besides, it isn't about race in the first place, not when one is such an obvious under-performer when one reads the US crime statistics and income levels per Germanica.org. It is just an excuse for looting and civil mayhem. Not to mention exploiting this with the currently termed "de-funding the police" chatter and initiatives. All too coordinated and orchestrated IMHO with the Demolition-crats as the cheer-leading political party who keep egging on this sanctioned lawlessness, an incremental take-down of civility. The police as law enforcement officers are generally not the problem, but no one seems to acknowledge the world-wide evident propensity of a certain race for criminal behavior, as reflected in the government statistics. And why, the police even get instructed to let looters carry on without any application of preventive force. And does that buy them any favors? Of course not, but instead backhanded thanklessness of having their police stations burned down. With respect to black race issues, Malcolm X said, "look in the mirror".And the MSM, or as I prefer it, the Lamestream Media, calls the looting "protesting" FFS.

Is this a plan to bring on that failed state model, so exemplified by South Africa, where the police are next to useless and you better have some money to pay a private police force. Also add the extensive security measures needed around and in your home, i.e., barbed wire fences, steel full height gates, even inside your home in hallways. From Irish Savant, in South Africa, the black chief of police named Sithole (curiously) is quoted;

Sitole told about five hundred police officers in attendance at a conference in Pretoria that if it wasn’t for white people, there would be no crime in South Africa. “They brought TVs, cars, jewellery, and other things our people will be tempted to steal, if it wasn’t for that, our people were never going to learn to steal, they did all of this to make us look bad.”

Laughable, if it weren't coming from someone of that capacity.

There is more I wanted to say, but as Google is on the censorious warpath of late, attempting to purge reality, read Zero Hedge's experience here, I will call this a posting.
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