Showing posts with label logic testing. Show all posts
Showing posts with label logic testing. Show all posts

Saturday, October 20, 2007

An All Quiet Order

1215h
This is moment in the current all-quiet environment that was orchestrated about a half hour ago and is continuing, likely until I have lunch. Only prescribed sudden onset noises are allowed it seems, and those are usually when an unbidden thought or image comes to mind. Very often the perps will plant illogical precepts in mind, and as I am digesting this and then refuting it, a sudden burst of overhead rumbling and clatter starts up. Other intervening noises are vehicle horns and the odd muffler eruption.

Just another day in being kept, both in thought and deed. Weeks of annoying ads on my regular web sites will go by and then the "sudden" recollection that the ad or image can be blocked with AdBlock Plus (Firefox browser extension).

A 10.5 hour sleep last night, which is totally absurd, and likely to arrange my awake time for their precise timing vis a vis the sun angle and the sidereal time that the perps seem to monitor. More planted nightime dreams of helicopters and no significant awakenings, a radical departure from all past sleep interuption stunts this past week.

And plenty of maser and plasma games; I have an array of scuzzy black balls that drift around in unison as a regular item in my vision, and then there are the transitory flashes that are getting more disruptive of late. The perps put on a momentary display of red plasma dots that emulated blood for a subsecond exposure, and they seem to be interested in how I deal with this anomalous information, and if I have a second look or dismiss it out of hand as more of their juvenile incursions. Other vision perturbing games are creating double vision on selected objects, screwing with my focus when a new web page displays, and sometimes there is a "regular" double vision event; one particular shelf that I see to retrieve the coffee pot from is always portrayed in double vision.

I got more vertical filamentous masers drifting around as I shaved my face this morning; they erupt just before I apply the razor to shave, and loiter for 3 to 5 seconds, hovering over that same location. As always, I get faux neighbor water use noise while I shave or undertake other activities in the bathroom, and these are timed to when I am there. My morning routine start time has been highly disrupted this week, from 0700h to 1000h, and yet the putative "neighbor" unerringly begins their water use simultaneously with my routine activities. I have yet to be convinced that there are real tenants in this building as the residents seem to be transitory, and time variant, not fitting with that of regular working folk. Usually the perps put on a little skit to tell me this is the case once per week; they like to refresh my perception, or planted perceptions, of what is going on. My father over-doing his dementia state at least once per weekly visit is another example of the perp's managed Potemkin Village games they like me to be aware of. Most strange to say the least.

All the while, the perps have been keeping up the annoyance level for whatever benefit they get from this, likely an increased aural energy signature. They mind-controlled me to interupt coffee making to then begin toast preparation, and then made me aware of this first time anomalous behavior partway through the latter task, and then had me switch tasks again to finish the first begun coffee making. Then they had me extremely pissed at this mental incursion, as it is a never-before event; interupting the routine activity to start another that is secondary to the first task. I have been making the same breakfast in the same way for over 5 years, and this is the first time the perps have interupted this activity to suit their own depraved collective mind state.

The coffee beverage is of extreme interest to the perps, largely because of their brown color obsession I suspect. The perps regularly blow fresh coffee grinds off the spoon and onto the stove surface when loading them into the French press Bodum vessel. All to obtain a different color and energy signature I would assume, and also prompt the use of the blue colored sponge on the white enamel stove surface, another telltale stunt the perps like to have me do. It just isn't enough that I wipe down the stove surface with the same blue sponge three times a day, following each mealtime after completion of doing the dishes. I am usually accompanied by two or more loitering gangstalkers at the specific grocery store location whenever I buy coffee. They always know in advance.

1455h
Once I had some lunch in me, the noise campaign started up, and attained the level of introducing the most loathed sound of all (for me, that is), the throbbing 2 cycle chopped motorcycle noise. This noise has changed its habits, it now idlles for 20 to 40 seconds, and then "proceeds" as if driving away. The whine of an overhead vacuum cleaner has started up, and has had enough run time to clean at least five of these small apartments. The "source" also serves as a "reason" for the outbreak of clunking and thumping that began once the post-food digestion noise flurries began. Just to elaborate for occasional readers unaware of my world of being subjected to unconventional technologies, nearly all the noise I get to hear is orchestrated and usually comes from some kind of ability of the perpetrator's to project sound from sources that would not ordinarily be that close, or that loud.

The shooting head pains in my temporal lobes have been continuing today, and exhibit the same degree of timing as that of the introduced noises; coincident with thoughts that are not planted, i.e. thoughts coming from me. Very often the perps will pose an illogical proposition that I am unaware of, and as I am responding to this in cognizant thought form, a body zap, noise, plasma flash, maser strike, maser display or head pain will immediately occur, attempting to make an electromagnetic or visible light/color association with the thought. Another challenge method to my logical interpretations is to have a shill or quisling make a bozo proposition which I will invariably challenge as untenable. My mother and ex are both masters in this respect, as was Ms. C of the story, who was a whole lot more cleverer than she made out. I call it "bozo suggestion swamping".

Just to think, the planted idiot show has been going on all my life, and I have met quite a few in the past, but I never had the idea it was orchestrated to create friction, an impasse or otherwise crank up my angst or annoyance level. It does make me wonder why the perps are chasing me down on this front; perhaps they want to defeat this last line of defense by way of their mind-control actions.

The perps also like to "feature" themselves when I am complaining about them. This can only be done in public, and invariably there is an initiating event about which I am remarking upon to my in-town brother or parents, and as I am doing this, an operative goes by, or my attention is directed to an operative making an in-close gangstalking pass-by, or stand-around. Invariably, the operative has performed his "strut" in advance, to ensure that the sight of him (usually a male in these circumstances), has "earned" prior credibility as a perp.

1640h
Three directional noise sources; leflt, right and overhead all sounding off together at the same time. Bizarre, and only a small vignette of what goes on around me at any given moment.

Now, after 10 minutes of clunking around in the hallway, the vacuum cleaner starts up outside my door. This the first instance in this apartment since I moved here in May of this year, 2007. Regular readers will recall how this same device was used in such great frequency at the last residence location, the putative rooming house. And the same before that, at a nearby apartment complex. And at the apartment location before that, back to late 2004. It is all part of the ongoing games that the perps need to pummel me with it seems. Now that the noise has gone of for five minutes outside my door, it is interesting to note that the device hasn't moved any, and that it remains stationary. And the vacuums are typically run outside my door later in the day after residing in my apartment for at least 8 hours of awake time.

1815h
The hallway vacuuming started up, a first for this residence, and the noise went on for 30 minutes under the guise of carpet shampooing. This noise and vibration covered me from PC activity through shutdown, making and eating dinner, doing the dishes, and restarting the PC for some more web browsing. Commendable timing, getting all that in at the dusk onset time as well.
Now the street hollaring has started up to add some voice into the noisescape.

2020h
Music listening again, this time with external interference and an obvious obstruction in accessing folk artists, and instead, I can only get electronica, ambience and undifferentiated vocal stylings; e.g. Happy Rhodes, Tori Amos, Magenta, Iona, etc. I cannot believe this; I am not allowed to listen to the kind of music I Iike.

2040h
My brother phoned about arrangements for tomorrow's dinner, and now another model of vacuum cleaner has started up in the hallway. At least 40 minutes of earlier music listening without any hallway noise, and now this. There does seem to be an elegant progression of noise and music going on, and a need for the perps to somehow tie this neurally to whatever they determine from their vacuum cleaner games. A fucking outrage that this is going on at this time of night in an apartment block. And around me, as if I don't get enough harassment as it is.

Some pictures from two days ago when walking to yoga, and then later to gym class. This is being done while the vacuum cleaning noise is going on, so perhaps they want this noise as background to picture posting. Over the past two weeks I have been picture posting with a music background, and now this. The noise and music games are becoming too predictable.

Symmety in color clothing, or color trim. I invariably get something goofy at this location, an apartment block once I get out of downtown. Both males with the same color of yellow clothing, one as a jacket color, the other as trim for a black colored jacket.












Three mini-vans arranged side by side with a white colored reference SUV of similar proportions. And a fugly two tone pickup truck for whatever aggravating brown color influences the perps seem to think that I have, and are relentlessly pursuing.












Three white colored vehicles escorting a small size dump truck. And the cab of the dumpstruck was also white, though you will have to take my word for it, as only the rear silver-grey box is visible.














Back at the Caribbean Apartment's parking lot. Again, the supposed "instant towaway" lot location has a black and a dark green vehicles parked (photo center) at that spot. To the left is a olive green and a silver-grey vehicle behind it parked on the grass. This grass belongs to the hospital property next door. It seems as if the perps could not get enough vehicles packed in this location, and decided to use the grass area. The dark storm clouds are also part of the arranged scene; there has been an increase of this sky color in combination with a brightly lit foreground. There is a picture of this kind of high contrast scene from another location in another blog posting.












Two red vehicles with an intervening dark blue colored vehicle between them. Behind the center dark blue vehicle is a light colored blue vehicle. And the dude crossing the street is dressed in two blue colors. Perhaps an round fluke this picture, but in my life there is no such thing.












A threesome of red vehicles, and there were at least two more in the immediate area that wouldn't fit in a single picture. The Volvo V70 pre-2002 version is in the picture likely because I think it is one of the better body shape they have made. The perps put on a copper colored Volvo V70 yesterday next to the charity I visited to drop off donations. They have done this in for past visitations to this same location, except yesterday they kept the tail lights and the back up lights on without the engine running.












Two silver-grey vehicles outside the post office, the owner of those red-orange delivery vans (not shown). Nothing too extraordinary here.














Another nondescript picture of the intersection where six silver grey vehicles were photographed (in yesterday's 10-19-2007 blog). This photo is only included for the showing the actual picture that the assailant took exception to.














A close-up of the vehicle that the assailant came from. He is pictured in the front passenger seat. The stunt was likely predicated about getting someone from a specific vehicle color in close range, and ultimately contact with me.












2230h
And while listening to music and putting photos into this blog, the vacuum cleaner started up unbeknownst to me. At this time of night, "cleaning" hallways all to catch me doing this while listening to music.

Wednesday, October 03, 2007

Illogic Testing

1135h
More testing of my neural logic circuits, especially in the lead-up before lunch. The perp arrangement is to plant some stupid idea in mind, and when it gets reviewed, and then turfed as a logical absurdity, the overhead pounding, overhead vacuum cleaning noise, faux neighbor water use noise, imposed farts and many other intrusions "erupt", sometimes immediately, others within 30 seconds or so. No wonder I have an ex-wife who came up with so many bizarre notions, she was pimping for the perps to address this particular kind of thought so the perps could trap it's inherent energies, and then be able to plant illogical notions in mind without any mental vetting or governance. Lately, my mother has upped the illogical suggestions activity in place of the ex's.

As another example, while eating breakfast this morning, the perps planted a reflection on the inside of my cereal bowl in my peripherial vision. They then planted the notion that it was Cling Wrap, which again, is totally absurd as it has no place when I eat cereal. Then, I trapped that totally illogical notion, and the instant I did so, overhead rumbling noise erupted. It doesn't get anymore repeatible and predictable than this.

1415h
I did the gangstalk gauntlet earlier, a walk of two blocks into the heart of downtown to the bank to get two rolls of quarters, as the coin slots for the laundry machines in the building are over 20 years out of date, as $1 coins have been around for that long. It is a now standard "send me to the bank" stunt, and my journey today, like everytime, is replete with ambulatory gangstalking.

Today started out with a brown dyed hair Asian girl waiting for the elevatory on this floor, and we took it down together and she followed me out the door. Not a big deal, but there is usually an elevator gangstalker anytime there is a big gangstalking event. I had already been readied by the perps earlier with enraging stunts at breakfast, and a mind-fucked disruption of my routine of having a shower and shave before it, rather than afterward like is normally done.

Then, a lead-ahead MIB on Coffee Corps duty, "somehow" scoring a coffee cup in this neighborhood, and holding it out in front of him in the usual style. Then a MIB skinhead negro dude on "stand around and chat" mode with the caretaking woman in the next building to this, putatively, who also "happened" to be a caretaker at my past apartment building, 2004 to 2006 . A negro woman was on the first crosswalk I took. Then onto the stationary store to get more journals for the handwritten diary of all this hassle, and lo, if another negro dude wasn't at the till, with a young blonde woman close by him, doing the "pretend to be training". This makes it yet another example of having a blonde woman do some close proximity time with an unfavored demographic to cast some kind of "auric goodness" into the scene for capture or identification of its energies, or whatever the perps are viewing in realtime in my brain that I am unaware of.

I got a different dude on till who had just walked into the cashier area where I had been, and had at least one woman gangstalker tight behind me. Out of there and onto the bank. And plenty of the gangstalkind detrius doing their "stand in front of each other" games, also called stacking. No till lineup thankfully when the perps had been regularly obstructing me in past visitations. And no major hassle there apart from at least one staring gangstalker, lurking behind the front door when I opened it.

With a first slow following, then a fast overtaking lead-ahead gangstalking, the wheelchair gangstalker followed me one block to the front door of the optician. This was to get a refill of the lens cleaning solution that I now need, owing to the nightly smudges on my glasses that "show up". There were large stacks of yellow and brown Serengeti sunglasses boxes on the counter, at least 30 of them, which is odd in that the season for these is over. The red haired woman at the counter took at least five minutes on the computer to figure out that it was $3, so meanwhile, a yellow dressed "helmet head", a seeming cyclist, came to gangstalk behind me. I was then fucked into removing my wallet prematurely, and then hanging onto the $5 bill, blue in color. And the money color, and wallet handling are a huge perp obsession. Meanwhile, the helmet head had done a 180 degree arc around behind me. Then out of there, and back to my place, as that will likely be the biggest excitement of the day. The wheelchair gangstallker then emerged from the front of the building I passed, this time with the company of a woman in a long bright red winter coat.

Then, the above "stand around and chat" negro dude happened to show up again, now ambulatory, effectively gangstalking me on my way out, then again when coming back. Not a big deal, as this dude has been pulling this gangstalking at this same intersection before, in other like near impossible "coincidences".

Then, in the last block, a lead-ahead grey haired pony tailed male gangstalker from yesterday's outing "happened" to show up in front of me, leading ahead again. He was also wearing the identical clothes from yesterday's stalking, a blue jean jacket and mid grey pants to match his hair. So he leads me for most of the block, and then a pair of Asians enter into the lead-ahead fray, also wearing blue, but differing hues. The two Asians, and the yesterday reprise gangstalker then spread themselves apart, effectively becoming a three person wide gangstalking posse, with the middle one some 10' ahead of the two gangstalking assholes flanking him. Thankfully, within 10 seconds or so, I arrived at my apartment entrance to get me out of the nonstop freakshow. Not bad for at most, a 15 minute two block circuit in downtown. As with yesterday, there was a short rainshower before I set off.

So it would seem that the blue jeans blue is highly favored by the perps, as they have been keeping me wearing this garment every day for over 5 years now. But whatever they get from this garment and its color, they are still working on, if I correctly interpret the reason for my mother's recent acquisition of a jean jacket. In her days of youth in the UK there was no such universal garment as jeans or jean jackets, and this is a first time jean garment purchase she made.

1840h
The post dinner noisestalking is on; a hallway yapper, cell phone seemingly, and the sirens from outside. This is the hallowed dusk time when the perps lay on extra harassment.

And, while researching keyboards, as the letters are "somehow" fading on this one, I notice that when I look at close-in photos of particular keys, the very act of looking at them is noisestalked with thumps from overhead.

2100h
While the masers are abounding, and after I put my headphones on, (read magnets in plastic cases at my ears), the perps put on a gaggle of women loudly nattering below my apartment deck, some six stories. Even with my windows closed, it sounds loud enough to be the apartment underneath mine. Then the plastic bag rustling outside my door erupts, and I can only assume it is related to tease/ remotely energize the deeply placed plastics pollutants in my brain at the same time. In other words, the perps are looking for a correlation between the neural plastics pollutants and the emotional content processing of this continuing gaggle of women's banter. Now, the perps have introduced a male's voice into the mix, possibly to test for more amydala level emotional content sound processing.

2115h
The overexcited women's bantering has slowed up, but as I pick up the headphones it starts up again. To keep myself busy, after aborting my intended music listening session, I attended to some email. And lo, if it didn't require a whole lot of select, cut and paste, and lo, if the perps didn't block normal Windows functionality and have me swear at the assholes, all the while with this background noise. Now, the overhead rumbling noises have started up, and as always, timed to unbidden (uncontrolled thoughts), scratching any imposed itches, plasma projections from the LCD screen, and a few other events, like the fucking typo sabotage that is going on.

I had been researching keyboards before that, and it always interesting to see the pattern as to past web searches for computer parts. The selection of possible keyboards starts out wide, and then gets pared down by unavailibility, disparaging comments by reviews, and so on, until there is very little choice. And the backlit keys types would be right up the perps alley, having all that radiant color at my fingers. After the horrendous hassle of last year in getting parts to re-assemble my PC, and the imposed nightmare it came to getting a motherboard, I am not sure I want to go down this route again. There are way too many bad vibes going on as to doing the smallest activity, and having it sabotaged by the perps.

The also stuck me with another fuckover stunt in taking a shit earlier, forcing me to take a shower to clean up again. This is the third crap I have been made to take in three days, which is highly unusual as normally they have me go nearly a whole week without needing to go, or even feeling constipated. I swear the perps must be teleporting shit out of my bowels so that I don't suffer any uncomfortableness. And they still drive the odd septic tanker about, and have it parked on my route.

2235h
No rest tonight; a string of way too short clips on Youtube, and some too unlistenable songs on Daytrotter.com. It is not meant for me to have any relaxation tonight. Anyhow, time to call this blog posting for today, dull as it has been except for this morning's town visit, written up above.