Wednesday, October 28, 2020

Confluence of the Ford Escapes

 10-20-2020

A date with lots of two and zeros, and a single one. A big deal for the number nutz (numeralogists) I suppose. I don't pay attention to that much, though more to 6's and 7's, being a 07-06 birth, and my daughter a 06-07, both in mm-dd format. I had an apartment from 2006 to 2011 that was #607. Funny how that "happens". But I don't try and divine some kind of significance from it, as there is no end to that silliness.

 The tale of the two Ford Escapes today; my fickle friend was permitted to get his vehicle from impoundment 30 days after his DUI bust. In this province, one gets a 30 day vehicle impoundment and a 90 day driver's licence suspension for a DUI. Go figure. And the fuckery over punitive fiscal penalties goes three ways. About $800 for "storage" (aka impoundment), a $500 fine, and $500 "fee" to get your driver's licence back. All because the twit didn't eat with a beer or two glasses of wine in him.

I accept to drive it from storage at the wrecker's yard (aka, impoundment), but when we get there, they tell him he needs an official release. WTF; my friend was in contact with them on the phone two weeks before, and they never said anything. So, off to the provincial government service office, and wait in the Covid line outside. I tell my pal I will wait at home until I hear from him, as it is not far away. Fine.

About 40 minutes later he texts me to say he is inside and service is imminent. I go there, and wait, then more waiting etc. An hour later, just before their lunch time shutdown, he finally emerges. It seems they plain ignored him while inside (a 6 service desk office space), despite the wait-line listing by the guy with the lap top, FFS.

And while waiting, the freakshow around my parked vehicle starts up. The cycling Fuckwit who carries on an half hour conversation with his pals in the vehicle, two stalls away. Funny how all these disparate cats seem to know each other, and converse at length as if they are long lost friends. Other non-natural hair colored freaks loiter outside the government office while I am waiting; like, it is cold out, and only those who need government issued services are hanging around, so why the loitering? I don't know, but it is most peculiar at times. And the Fuckwit plasterer that just "needed" to park next to me when there were about 10 other stalls nearby. He didn't last more than 5 minutes as the line up was too long for him, but the freaks and weirds usually get short shift stalking. And having a tradesman too for whatever reason. I will never forget the "paint men" stalkers, (commercial painters) of the 2006-2011 no-vehicle-allowed Fuckover era, on public transportation (city bus) who would get on board, splattered with paint and sit nearby. Though, not wet paint, but they sometimes stank of thinner. If they were really legit, which I doubt, you think they would stand up.

Though while waiting, I did get to see one young woman begin and end her driving licence test, successfully. She just about blew her back-in parking (her final test item), and managed to pull it off at the last second by going slow enough. Thank goodness for power steering (and practice). Her mother came by and they had a happy hugging moment, replete with face diapers. An "aw shucks, isn't that sweet" moment for sure. (And of course, putting on the "huggies" stalking stunt that seems to "happen" around me, though in this case, I would say it was the least obvious instance to date).

Got to the wrecking yard, and after requesting they move the platform tow truck blocking egress, I drove my fickle friend's Ford Escape. It was full of the same junk, beer cans and other disposable debris as the last bust, when I drove it back to his place. No room in the front passenger seat even. I threatened to drive the vehicle to the dump, so it could all be unloaded at once, but he said he had some personal stuff that he wanted to deal with alone. A missed opportunity to make a new beginning as I see it. I made him take one bag of junk out and put it in the dumpster as a symbolic start.

And while impounded, the vehicle was unlocked, and lo, if someone didn't steal the cover off the interior light. Another WTF moment, as the base with the bulbs had been removed, but was there placed on the junk inside, but the cover was gone. Like, if you want to steal just the cover, don't you just remove it, and nothing else? But as the perps have an unrelenting fascination with lights, lighting, lighting housings etc. from streetlights on down, why am I not surprised. My friend later learned from the taxi driver that there are many car parts that go "missing" from the impounded vehicles in wrecker's yards. Must be another on-demand order side business.

I drove his white 2011 Ford Escape to his street parking location, while the taxi followed directly behind. And plenty of gangstalking vehicles all around, including at least a 15 long train behind. Afterward, we went to his favorite grocery store and I sat in my vehicle in the parking lot (again). I do this, as that idiot chain, Great Canadian Superstore, has made compliance signalling face diapers mandatory. And if I have a chance to duck this stupid shit over a flu that is of less virulence than prior Great Flues (1958, 1967) then I will. Said Great Flues never had the public promotion, scare mongering and the flagrant political and civil rights violating promotion that the Covid-19 does, but hey, it is different times. Such as, "You, dear citizen, are under our heel and we now want you to know about it". Well, I have done my "prisoner in disguise" time all my existence, and if given the chance, it is "fuck you".

So here I was in the parking lot at above mentioned grocery store, and three Ford Escapes, all the same 2011 type body design, arrived in short order, and are facing me for about 20 minutes. And another circled me while waiting for the fickle friend to do his shopping. The closest Ford Escape, an electric blue colored one, was facing me some 30' away, had a woman driver sitting in it all the time, like for 20 minutes. Most unusual, as women don't drive in and sit in their parked vehicles at length, just those loafing males (gangstalking Fuckwits) in my experience. When my fickle friend came back, I mentioned her to him (in the context of looking for an Escape part, in jest), and as he and I began looking at her, she looked at us momentarily, and then she did the perp classic "look away" gaze, keeping her head in place (still facing us) and flicking her eyes to the side as if there was something she heard and commanded her attention (there was nothing). As I read it, she was correcting herself as she wasn't supposed to look at us. I cannot count how many times I have seen this act, but it is so feigned and so consistent, I can only suspect she was catching herself from doing something she was instructed not to. Or just plain maybe that is what they are supposed to do, some of them, usually the more attractive females, that mighty eye roll of purposeful gaze avoidance. Don't ask me why, I'm just the subject.

The vehicular stalking was just insane today, but not surpising given the unusual and rare nature of having driven my fickle friend's vehicle earlier, as I don't usually drive his vehicle. Never mind any vehicle with heaps of garbage in it for months at a time.

And more pit lamping, (headlights being trained on me at an inordinate frequency), now with more emphasis on the facing vehicle turning in front of me, creating a sweeping beam of headlights now, instead of the stationary (parking lots, back lane) or the mobile oncoming vehicles. (Daylight running or headlights are the law here, though there always seem to be a few "exceptions" for "some reason". US vehicles aren't included in the exceptions, though they are presently rare as the border remains closed, now to Nov. 21, due to the Casedemic, aka, Covid-19).

Later, a vehicular gangstalker was tailing me for two blocks, and as I pulled into the gasoline (fuel) station (as intended), why, this Fuckwit did too. He pulled up to a pump, as I had done, and upon seeing this obvious parallel stalking stunt, I drove off. Like WTF; I have never had a vehicular Fuckwit tail me right into a fuel station before. Go fuck yourselves, every one, a bowdlerization of Tiny Tim, and probably what he really would of really said if he weren't being written up for the PC camp of the day.

10-26-2020

More disruption stuff coming down; I might of mentioned in an earlier posting that my Good Doctor in Kelowna is no longer returning to practice in the near future, so I am to take my tangled medical matters over my low iron elsewhere. Given that I have not been able to get a GP or an officially sanctioned Nurse Practitioner for nigh 17 years, it leaves a bit of a hole. There was a much politically bally-hooed Nurse Practitioner program, with a centralized application system, but I got nothing from it.

Then my regular laundromat, where I get to speak with the proprietor and staff, that is, real people, is now sold, and the new owners begin next week.

Then my landlord told me a few days later that they are moving to another location in town, citing some minor issues with one neighbor and a recent stolen wallet from their vehicle. But, they aren't selling this place, but will have a near-neighbor stay in the house for 8 months while their house is rebuilt. After that, who knows; hopefully not a psycho-dog owner show like last year's employer, or other unneighborly fuckery. After all, the power and water can be shut off from the landlord's place, and the renter's there could screw me around over that, no excuses needed for abusing TI's, no matter how deranged or frivolous it seems. Curious that, as the Psychopaths usually have me, the Prime Victim (or Subject as they might refer to me), move house, again and again. Like over 60x in my adult lifetime, and 14x since this abuse-athon came down in 04-2002.

[Update, the doctor issues seem to be largely resolved, and I even get a real GP, though in Kelowna, 75km away]. Not that I am a doctor hound, but it is nice to have continuity of care. A term I would use advisedly while being a TI, as the Psychopaths have a level of continuity of "care" (abuse mostly), that is like no other. Why, they know one's next move before I know it, pre-populated with gangstalkers.]

I have been doing some grape picking in a few vineyards of late, and the Psychopaths have yet again, applied their time-worn fuckery of pulling the pruners and/or just picked grapes from my grasp at a frequency far more than any experienced vineyard worker would ever do normally. Just what is the Psyhopath's need to fuck with things in this manner? That they are obsessed with cutting tools and their application is a given, but why do they need to piss me off to such an extreme level for something so innocuous, and that has been done for at least 8 seasons now? Are they utterly insane, or just plain continuously and consistently berserk? Either way, it takes discipline.

Enough for posting, and to continue on with the involuntary shit show.

Sunday, October 11, 2020

Thanksgiving And All

 10-04-2020

About time that I pulled it together and got a posting out, although not too much fully affrontive harassment to report, but they (TPTB) do very much like to dither my finger control and cause me to make myriad mental mistakes in the course of doing different job duties. And to get the record straight, so no high-stepping "social worker" or like repressive agent of the state gets any notions (which they don't need anyhow if they get the order to take a victim down), they (TPTB) do not bother me to make mistakes while driving.

Speaking of which, my fickle friend had his driving licence suspended for 90 days, and his vehicle impounded for 30 days for failing a breathalyzer test. I view this as a set up, and so does he.

The sequence of events was that I got a call from him on the Labor Day weekend, Saturday evening, asking me if I could help him out as he got a 3 day driving licence suspension as he was in the "warning" zone on their breathalyzer device. He claimed he had one beer, though not with food. So I drove to the checkpoint, the police checked me out to make sure I was a reliable non-drinking driver, and I drove his vehicle to his place. He walked to his place three blocks away as his vehicle was chock full of empty beer cans as he hadn't made it to the recycling yet, (Covid shutdown of recycling here, not deemed "essential"). Not an auspicious scene! It is not uncommon for roadside checkpoints on long weekends in this province, and I suppose he got caught out.  BUT, I have never seen them do a traffic stop in this town in the eight years I have lived here. (Not that I get out much in the evening anyhow). And of note, the amount of holiday traffic is much reduced due to the Covid19 Scamdemic still.

Two weeks later my friend was driving back on the highway on a Saturday evening, about 1900h after a day's work at the winery, and after two glasses of wine at his employer's, and he gets busted again. This time he was over the limit, and got his vehicle impounded and licence suspended. He will be looking at close to $2k in expenses by the time he gets it all back together. The impoundment will be $800, the fine $500, and $400 "extra" to get his driver's licence re-instated. It is literally highway robbery, but its legal if LEO's do it! Maybe he will also get whacked later on car insurance too, when the annual term comes due.

I am calling bullshit on this second infraction; not because he wasn't over the limit according their measurement device, but because it strikes me as an awful coincidence the RCMP just "happened" to have a two person roadside check on the highway (traffic speed is usually 90-100kph) at 1900h (still light out then) when he was coming home from work on a September Saturday evening. The traffic stop was at an area where there are three lanes, (one N bound as he was, and two S bound), where there was ample viewing distance in either direction. It was before the gentle bends around the rock faces and clay banks, and latterly, before there were four lanes and a traffic light that splits highway and S town traffic. I have never seen the police out on the highway in the evenings doing traffic stops around here, ever. However, they will sometimes use that same location for speed trapping.

So... being an IT Guy, trained in Geographic Information Systems (GIS) as well as data modelling of relational databases and their physical implementation, it occurred to me it would be dog-simple to develop an algorithmic routine (against a normalized database) to figure out where my friend might be going to work, and also, where he might be partaking of alcohol if the police had access to his geo-locational data. That is, if they had a pattern of his daily movements from residence to work, and when he returned, and any other movements. This, ostensibly, could be via his mobile phone, and as we all know, who knows if the geo-locational data is really turned off even if one expressly does so on the phone settings.

There is another potential source of geo-locational data from a vehicle, and that is the air-bag emergency restraint system. I read a story, and will attempt to get a link, about an Irishman, who in true form, got drunk at the local pub and attempted to drive home on his usual backroads. Attempted, because at some point he drove into a ditch and the airbags deployed. He couldn't get the vehicle out of the ditch and so he walked home and went to bed. Two hours later the local police were pounding on his door, and after answering it, they asked if had been drinking and he confirmed as much and then the police charged him with drunk driving. (Given that the person was either sleepy or still drunk or both, and didn't really contextualize the situation at first, he can be forgiven.) Though, immediately after this legal affront, he was astute enough to ask the police how did they know the vehicle had gone off the road, as the local detachment would not of been patrolling and likely would of been asleep themselves. The policeman answered that because the airbags deployed, it sent a signal to a satellite which in turn relayed it to the appropriate police data center who then informed the local detachment. But if the airbag satellite signalling system is always on, (perhaps like a mobile phone), it too can provide a wealth of vehicular geo-locational data. Though to be fair, only an airbag deployment signal would get any immediate attention.  [Satellite signaling of vehicle impact detection and airbag deployment could also be via vehicle owner having elected for OnStar subscription service (or like), though in the USA the FBI is not permitted to access this].

Back to my friend's situation; he gets busted by way of local police getting out on Labor Day weekend and doing roadside checks. The vehicle being full of beer cans, smelly ones to which I can personally attest, didn't help his cause. (He loaded up the vehicle to take the beer cans for recycling, as the recycle center was shut down due to the Covid scamdemic). Perhaps this was all legit, though more below. But it is entirely possibly that this could trigger the police information system to then extract all his geo-locational data (whatever source, mobile phone, airbags signal system or other such as camera data) say, for the prior six months (retrospective geo-locational data), and then interpret his patterns of work and potential locations of alcohol intake. And either with predictive capability (based on his work schedule interpretation), or perhaps with an assist from realtime data (called spying), set up a checkpoint to nab him again. It isn't unheard of that the police in some jurisdictions have quotas for infractions of varying kinds. (Not rioting apparently in the US Democratic Party Sponsored Great Lawlessness of 2020). Anyhow, this is speculation of course, but I would not be surprised that his second bust was algorithmically driven with a supporting GIS system and access to his retrospective geo-locational data, with a possible assist of realtime data on the day the LEO's pounced. Just my two cents worth.

My friend's sudden vehicleless-ness has caused me to help him out with grocery shopping and driving him to work and back, Mondays and Fridays only. (He can stay at his employer's site, Mon-Fri).  And if looked at in TPTB terms, or Perps, or Psychopaths if you prefer, which is the meta-picture, the situation from further up in my case, this presents an interesting variation in their stalking scene. He ends up 40km away for five days of the week, and only five blocks away two days of the week, with me helping out driving. There is no question the Psychopaths like to vary their distance measures of gangstalkers, and this just might be what the whole setup is about, including his first bust. Which is an extension of their games/methods back in 2017 when the same colleague required my driving assistance due to his broken leg from a workplace accident. A 5km distance in that case based on my work site location. Again, prior harassment experience these past 18 years has repeatedly affirmed there are no coincidences in my orbit, and that would include (ostensible) friends' engagement/arrangement.

Just when I thought Covid19 sanity was prevailing (like it is over, it is a Plandemic FFS) and that the SOF supermarket took off the dumb-assed signs on the floor as to which direction to walk, they put new ones up two weeks later. Nothing wrong with the old ones, and as it seemed deliberate thought and planning was devoted to the first set, they put down new ones identical to the old ones in largely the same places. And as the Psychopaths are consumed with where I (and others, gangstalkers especially) walk, and on what (floor material, thicknesss, coverings etc.), it just might be that this is also a Psychopathic Confederacy directed stunt, a test, and a re-test and on and on. Though to be fair, floor coverings are the least of my concerns. Usually it is the effing gangstalkers, noisestalking, pit-lamping and the highly intrusive neural dithering and related fuckery. And of late, peculiar health issues.

But the Psychopaths did pull one of their dumb-shit stunts at the entrance to SOF, the usual location of much crisscrossing of my path (ahead of me or behind me) as I am about to enter the store from the public mall space. In CovidCaperCompliance I rubbed my hands in their supplied alcohol sterilization at the table before entry, and then cleaned them with a paper towel and then looked for the garbage can to put the used paper towel in, as there is usually always one there, but for "some reason" there wasn't. (Always has been). The security guy (a new Covid feature, and as far as I am concerned based on prior behavior, a gangstalking Fuckwit), motions to a garbage can further in the store. And as I am about to proceed there, a seeming customer darts in front of the garbage can to speak to the adjacent employee supervising the self-checkouts. And how many fucking times has this little staged vignette played out since this abuse-athon began 04-2002? You know, immediately thwarting my intention especially after being directed or instructed by someone. The high hundreds for sure, and it was most intense for the first two years, and backed off more since 2012 when I moved here. But just to make sure that I know the Fuckwits are on my ass, and just to make sure that I know that entering buildings or stores, even if it isn't a door per se, is a prime gangstalk, noisestalk and all manner of other fuckery moment, they pull a thwarted intention stunt with the "get in the way" method. I took another route into the store where another garbage can was available. Imagine that, setting up this dumb-assed "get in the way" stunt still going on 18 years of being abused and harassed 24x7. And what do the Psychopaths get from this? I have no idea, it is senseless as it is relentless as it is consistent.

A local film crew last week in the next block. In the two houses E of the house I lived in for 5 months in 2012. Funny how that "happens", filming in locations where I formerly resided. It "happened" in Victoria, BC and now here. At times I have pondered whether it was a financial remuneration for the organization that housed me in the former instance, though in the latter it would be a differing objective. Whatever all the intense lighting, cameras, cables, people (crew and gawkers) and the rest of the associated commotion confers to the Great Nonconsensual Human Experimentation Project (all of humanity, not just me and other TI's in the hot seat) I have no idea. I suppose one could riff on this topic with respect to Hollywood and the cast of characters in the filming business, but I am not going there on this posting.

The advance film crew were setting up a week beforehand and had the house and adjacent parking bounded off with tape, and had large trucks at the curbside. Not knowing it was setting up for a film shoot at the time, I thought it was a meth lab clean up, and the associated pomp and ceremony that goes with the present notion of removing "toxic waste".  

As I was respectfully and slowly driving by, one of the film set crew was alongside a street parked open deck trailer, and he then proceeds to give me a long protracted stare, and didn't let up until I passed by. I gave the Fuckwit an equally long stare back, and mouthed my displeasure at this behavior that I have come to experience since this abuse-athon came down in 04-2002. 

My most notable instance of targeted staring was Robin Williams (the actor, comedian) on the street in Seattle (in 2002), opposite my workplace building, and HE was staring at me with a look of disdain as I was crossing the street, walking toward him as he waited at the corner for the pedestrian light to change. No, Robin, the plebians stare at YOU FFS. Anyhow, an intervening Fuckwit/stalker called out to him from behind, you know, somehow recognizing him from that direction, and chatted him up while I was standing some 6' away, waiting for the light to turn and cross the street. Another staring instance, this time ended by one of those "planned interruptions" (thwarted intentions), though in fact all I planned to say was "hello" or something polite, as I don't really follow show biz stuff all that much and could not recall any specific movie roles of his that I could use as a conversational starter. About as close to Hollywood or the players as I want to get.

Though I did get Helen Mirren, or a very similar lookalike stalker in the local grocery store in Victoria, BC, about 2007-2010. She was about 4' ahead of me and then turned on cue and met my gaze straight on in that deliberate perp method and then kept slowly turning her head, with her chin up, kind of like royalty I suppose. In this case I wasn't sure it was her 100%, as again, I don't follow celebrities, and should I see their works it is usually a decade or two later after its initial release.

In both cases of the above mentioned celebrity stalkings/starings I was surprised how short and of slight build they were, mostly because in the filming biz they usually modify the set to make the characters appear to be of greater stature by making the set features such as doors, windows etc. 7/8 of normal size.

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Onto the minutiae of a TI. Why does it take so effing long to get anything done nowadays?

Case in point are my Grado headphones. Though, long time readers will know that headphones are a particular unconventional TI "war zone", very possibly because those magnetic devices at one's ears deliver sounds that influence various parts of the brain. Then add in the manufactured extraneous sounds that "happen" to intrude over top of the music, you know, the regulars like HD motorcycle noise, loud mufflered vehicles, overhead aircraft etc.

Said headphones crapped out on me last year, like they do every two or three years. They have been the go-to headphones for some 8 years of this vineyard gig, and usually worn only when doing boring work when no one else is around or doesn't talk to me. And I don't wear them in the winter or in inclement weather. A limited set of circumstances to be sure, but they also have plenty of situational ways to have me not wear them, e.g. talkative co-workers acting out of character, significant amounts of extraneous noise (per above), sudden weather changes, an unusual amount of slippage and/or discomfort etc.

Last year the Grado headphones crapped out because the shitty cord took on too much twisting and an internal wire broke. Off to Montreal they went, with a check for $60, per published schedule. They came back with the same shitty cord again, just a new one. About six months ago, while gently turning them on my head the plastic gimbal mount broke and the headphone hung from the wire.

So... time to fix them the way the factory won't. The plan is to re-wire them with one side fed from the other via the headband, and the latter side fed from a jack (for both sides). And too, dispense with the plastic crap and have ones that aren't asking to get broken again. And as this design has been kept for nearly all their headphones for the last 25+ years for all models, even the expensive $2000 ones, there is an extensive modifications industry out there. Great, and I started ordering parts. Then came the the litany of delays. Wouldn't you know, the CovidCaper disrupted the shipping, and the new aluminum machined gimbals took 8 weeks to arrive. The metal driver (speaker part) mounts were ordered from another location, but the dimensions were wrong and I need to get them machined to fit the new drivers. (The seller won't respond to emails). The machinist wanted the parts glued so to grab them on the lathe, so it took a week to get the special glue, and then three weeks before I could get back to the machinist during working hours. But this creates more compromises in assembling them. Then I get the wrong size of shrink wrap tubing, and then the wire was too thick, so I must find a thinner wire. Then the order for some tools and parts goes awry, with the butane soldering torch and solder arriving but the other five items don't. After calling three weeks later, I find out the latter part of the order was cancelled without notice or reason (but have plenty of stock). Then I get a spark striker from a local supplier to light the torch but it won't spark half the time.

And we aren't done yet, as the machinist has yet to finish the job, more drilling is needed etc. And the big concern is that the assholes will have me mis-measure or invoke some other cognitive fuck-up (which they can readily do), and it will take even more effort. And to top it off, the supplier of the metal driver mounts gave me extra parts I did not request, and I am only a headband part away from reconstructing the original parts to rebuild them into a second pair.

In the spring, I re-soldered the hand blender and put an eye-hook mount in it so it can hang from a hook and not break the AC supply wire, as was the apparent problem. I elected to fix this item as the current replacement model has been given a dumb-assed "safety" switch and the speed governed down. Once I found out how to open up the hand blender, it sat around for three months before the tools and supplies got ordered. On the (rare) positive side, the project went together quickly and without hassle. I did not need to go back into it, an unexpected bonus given their ever present fuckery of ensuring most projects, when they finally get done, need to be re-done and re-worked yet again. Delivering ineptitude (far outside one's normal range), delays or other screw-ups is their stock in trade. Project or task completion also seems to be a big deal for their research imperative games.

And what is with the extra pit-lamping these days? every time I turn a corner, headlights are on me. Or even in the back lane, someone has their headlights on me. Ditto for parking lots.

Until the weather changed the last week, there has also been a significant number of motorcycles on the vehicular gangstalking. Not to mention a good number of them are HD, with their characteristic noise (or modified to be worse) that I cannot stand. I was doing a PVC pipe gluing job at a former co-worker's place, and when I opened the glue pot and applied the primer and glue, they were on me with the much-loathed HD motorcycle noise, three times in succession. (This being from a backcountry road). 

And have I mentioned how obsessed the Psychopaths are over water delivery by various means, sources, pipe material etc. And the consequent plant and fruit uptake? Many tens of occasions on this here blog. Noisestalking me with their much loathed noise while messing with water delivery piping for vines (in this case). Who would of thought that they would combine these two interests at the same time for 18 years and counting of this insane abuse-athon I have been kept in?

Masers, those blackish floating fuzzy blobs continue to pursue me and pair up and float in paralllel, more than a year ago. Also, their games with crinkled light, a momentary compression of light seem to be more prevalent.

And an obvious round of "dude encroachment", or have I forgotten what I termed it, as it was more prevalent than now. (Or else I don't notice, or am dithered with so I don't). A case of the incremental male encroachment, aka, distance dependent abreaction testing. I was in the optometrist's office three weeks ago, a larger one with at least 16 staff in varying capacities of receptionists, examiners, opticians and ultimately, the optometrist herself. All female, though there was one male optometrist some 30' away wearing shorts and these ridiculous orange socks. (How did he know I hated orange so much?). The nature of the business is more controlled now in these CovidCaper times, with less customers (patients) circulating. The patients had all been female too. Then while waiting for this second scan, a post-optometrist ordered test, this younger thuggy dude with his ball cap backwards sits about 15' away, doing the Psychopath signature look-away pose. I check him out, as he wasn't the usual patient, and besides, I like to keep a visual record of all the Fuckwits I can identify with some certainty. I get distracted by some literature for a few minutes, and when I look up, why the Fuckwit is now seated 10' away for some reason on the same line (or bearing), doing the same pose, no one around him. Like, why isn't he being attended to, and why did he move in closer anyhow? This gets my (assuming) abreaction to adult males raised considerably. Or, in other words, my perp threat detection level concern elevated by a significant amount, especially with loitering males. Yet again, more of these fucking games that have gone on for over 18 years, having having shiftless loitering males hanging around, though this time metered by distance. And what for?

The male Fuckwits (gangstalkers) were on my ass at SOF two nights ago, though acting singly, but converging and tripping off some kind of seeming abreaction. Or, in other terms, the male gangstalkers appeared to be organized and converging and that immediately sent my threat detection meter on high. It just seems to be something they need to do, on and on. More of the relentless gangstalker pursuit inanity noted by its consistency and continuity. Go fuck yourselves, every one. What Tiny Tim would of of said if his story hadn't been bowlderized by the feel-good foil of the day. Now we get that same boo-hoo "journalism" 24x7 on our view-screens.

Health games disruptions too; these gut wrenching/compressing stunts that go on for a few hours after a meal. In clinical parlance, the passage of food is called "transit", and what was once a no-notice 4 hour digestion experience (through and out) has somehow morphed into a 4 hour digestion only experience. This seems to be mated with the de-energization (enervation) fuckery that has become more prevalent for about four months, though in fact began a year ago. I recently checked out the "guide book" for the dopamine impoverished, "The Non-motor Symptoms of Parkinson's Disease", and lo, under the chapter on gastro-intestinal sympoms, they fit me to a "T". I don't have Parkinson's Disease thankfully, but they are an unfortunate subpopulation that has low dopamine. I am also low dopamine, by way of ADD diagnosis, and my methylation genetics seem to support this. And I suspect is the reason the Psychopaths have rounded on me as a TI. I applied an extra dose of ADD meds temporarily, and lo, I fixed the problem. Now explain that one to the doctors, as the medical profession will barely acknowledge dopamine for the vital hormone that it is; "just a neurotransmitter", har, har.

And to think, all this "industry" (focus, prescriptions, medical research etc.) over Prozac and the rest of the serotonin re-uptake inhibitors, aka, SSRI's. And what is the precursor molecule  for serotonin? Why, it is dopamine. And it has a huge influence on one's gut. And addictions, and the immune system, and fat deposition etc. It will be at least 100 years before any doctor is checking on one's dopamine level as part of a regular health check up.

And to compound my progress in gaining any action on this one, why two of my doctors exited the scene. The Bellevue WA clinic for ADD had a doctor change-up. My regular one departed and the imminent inbound one suddenly changed her mind after my booking. (Curious, that). A replacement has yet to be found I'm told.

On the local (almost) front, the Good Doctor, who was taking a pro-active approach on my low iron, has taken medical leave for an unspecified duration. Originally it was for two months, and now she is not returning. Most curious, given this came on early September, but I won't get into that particular timing for now.

And to compound the fuckery over having any doctor, another long running jerk-around that has been laid on me since 2003, the provincial medical service that is responsible for providing primary health care has not yet replied to my request, per their new initiative replete with a web application interface. A three month response they said (unless pregnant), and nada for six months. I have yet to get all this medical attention disruption attended to, but it has been abundantly clear they don't like me to have a regular doctor for whatever reason. Believe me, I don't go to a doctor unless I absolutely need to. It just pisses me off intensely that this minor facet to my existence just has to be continually disrupted. Considering that they have long messed with my healthcare before they went berserk/overt on me in 04-2002, I don't have a clue why they need to interfere. And to add insult to injury, the Psychopaths know exactly what is going on health wise, can deliver any condition or disease (or cure) they want anytime, and have a track record of prior interference.

Enough for a post, now finishing this on the Canadian Thanksgiving weekend in these here parts, which will be tomorrow. One would scarcely notice, as the stores are replete with Halloween materiel.

Monday, September 14, 2020

Vineyard Work Season End; Some Observations on Masers

09-13-2020

About time I got back to blogging I suppose, though as always, there is a litany of minor issues to deal with that preclude getting back to detailing my continued woe as a TI. All those things that "happen" to go wrong, usually about the same time. This kind of fuckery increased by an order of magnitude since 04-2002, when the Psychopaths from Hell on Earth descended upon me in my apartment in Seattle. And it didn't settle down much when I moved back to Canada. I suspect the Seattle gig of 3.5 years was to get the Gangstalking Capital of Canada (Victoria, BC) prepared for my return, though I suspect there are a number of other themes of harassment/nonconsensual human experimentation that were worked into the script during my time as a legal resident alien in the USA. (TN visa). And as mentioned many times in this blog, plenty of things went wrong for many decades beforehand, and that the Psychopaths were covertly harassing and surveilling me then.

 For the record, the fuckery has been my vehicle, where it took on a peculiar and faint hum from the front end, plus some clunking that was only evident on the back lane's rough surface. Looks to be a front wheel bearing and the shifter linkage, a two-fer. This according to the independent repair shop I use, often when I can plan ahead for the repair, e.g. new shocks, clutch. Strange how the Ford dealership didn't find anything when I told them to look around when they did the oil change three weeks ago. Perhaps it is for the best, given their usurious charge out rates and parts markups.

The vineyard job is mostly done now, it is "hurry up and wait" season, awaiting fruit ripeness and maturity for picking now. We had a crew get-together last week in the evening, myself and the 8 or so who worked at the other, larger, vineyard. Normally I would of too, but the effing owner let out this horrid and highly threatening dog for no seeming reason except for purposeful harassment. Unbelievable, after the amount of utter shit that went down over this insane canine last year to ensure it was controlled, and the Fucker sets in loose on the first day I worked there this year. Everything had been arranged that day, the crew boss put the dog in the house and told the owner I was working there, and the Fucker let it out later. I complained to the vineyard manager, and stated that I wanted a reason for such deliberate action, and got nothing from the owner. That would make the owner the most dangerous animal in the vineyard now. I should write up my workplace complaint and send it to the Work Safe outfit during these now up coming dull days.

Chances are that it won't "happen", as they seem to be dialing me down energy-wise. I have been more fatigued these past few months, and there seems to be some digestive connection. The doctor was looking into it and then she took two months off.

I was plain wiped out after two days of wine bottling work on the mobile bottling line. Normally I can take this work well, as I have been doing it for the past 8 years. Usually it goes for 2 to 4 days and then it is done for the year, and back to vineyard work. So what on earth is the matter with me? I never had this level of de-energization before.

In fact, for hot (>32C) days in the vineyard, I was always going strong while the others were slowly fading. Some days the boss lady called the work day early by an hour or two. This year, I haven't been able to take the hot weather either on the odd day, fading out myself for the first time in 8 years. Thanks assholes.

Back to the crew get-together of last week; a chef prepared BBQ lamb roast with lots of trimmings, and we were encouraged to have seconds, which I did. I was in middling level discomfort about two hours later while attempting to get to sleep. I had limited my food intake over the last four weeks as it seemed that these post-meal discomforts were becoming rather consistent. That and the associated lack of energy. Another change in my regular food digestion is that I find I am burping up from digestion some 4 hours later from the meal. This is absurd by my normal standards, as I was always a fast digester, as food could travel through me in four hours. All I need is another ailment. Right.

It has been long reported in this blog about the Psychopaths have an inordinate interest in my food intake, and especially the colors of the food, its source (provenance) and all the various foods I eat in combination at a meal. (Prime gangstalking time is to have me out and about after a meal so hordes of gangstalkers can perambulate (or drive) by). So it would seem that the assholes have decided to interfere with my digestion big time, and de-energize me too, presumably under the guise of a conventional medical complaint. No one in the First Feral  Family has had any kind of digestion complaints, even my 94 yo. perp abetting mother. I get an abdominal scan in late November, so we shall see what the deal is then.

Almost on cue, save the last two days of the weekend, and another day last weekend, is the hot weather (>30C) we have had in this region this September. The only reason for the remission in hot weather is the smoke from forest fires rolling in from Washington State. Two 180k acre fires near Omak, plus others from further away. A local forest fire near here two weeks ago, perhaps some 5k acres, but it didn't have enough fuel to become a large one. The smoke is as heavy as it was two years ago, when there were large forest fires in BC, and then it persisted for some five weeks, cooling everything down considerably.

I say "on cue", as it drives the point home that I cannot now withstand extended hot weather while working in manual laboring jobs. That is, to make me feel like shit, and in need of a shorter work day, 6-7 hours instead of 8.

 This from 08-25-2020, my prior notes, though not published at the time;

What is it about night time that causes a different round of harassment? Never mind the sleep issues for now.

Yesterday and today, I have sore shoulder muscles, equally on both sides, and sore muscles on the back of my head, again, equal both sides. It is not that my vineyard work is bringing on these issues, as this was a Monday following a two day weekend. And we are at the end of the season so I am in the best vineyard laborer form one can be in. No visible injuries or bruises either, also a  common problem among TI's, and occasionally I end up with a few, but not this time.
Other consistent fuckery this year has been having me get to bed much later than normal (2230-2300h), usually 2400h or sometimes later, no matter what. If I get early to bed by 30 minutes, the assholes keep me awake for 1.5+ hours, tossing and turning. Related to this is that the vineyard work has "caused" me to take a nap of an hour when returning from work, fitting in with the aforementioned imposed de-energization fuckery. "Normally", in quotes to represent this post-life invasion abuse-athon now running over 18 years, is while they may reduce my sleep hours due to uncharacteristic nocturnal restlessness, which IMHO is remotely invoked by them as I never had sleep issues before, is that they rarely let such sleep deficits ever affect me. I could function fine without any tiredness whatsoever the next day, and never miss the sleep. It seems they have changed this strategy, and now force a modicum of sleep recovery by way of the post-work napping. On weekends, free of any work, I don't need the naps.

In fact, these new post-work naps have changed in their scope. It was such (from 03-2020) that the naps were "nap attacks" as I call them, as they lasted 1 to 2 hours and I felt out of sorts afterward (like wasted), barely able to recover unless I had some coffee. Now since 07-2020, these naps have been 30-60 minutes and I almost feel refreshed from them, another peculiar first since this abuse-athon began.

Another component of being a targeted harassee is the profusion of overhead aircraft, often in sequences of fixed wing, then rotary wing (helicopters). And just about always, some kind of blackish maser cloud is around the aircraft, and often this dynamic feature aggregates into a torus and is then directed at me, often to the level of feeling a pulse hit me a second or two later. I presume they are deriving some kind of magnetic energy (a maser) from the aircraft and its occupants, and then directing it at me. An energetic interaction test, from above and unusual vehicle and location that would doubtless have differing properties than say, from a passing motor vehicle. Sometimes they add in a plasmic energy sources too, a small dots of colored light, though these don't seem to project.

But as of mid-August, the Fuckwits pulled a new maser variant stunt from an overhead passing helicopter. I was working in the vineyard, and a larger and slower model passed by,  and as I know more about them in terms of make and model, I check them out. I was  attempting to determine what kind of helicopter this was, and the ("usual") toroidal blackish cloud formed around it, and instead of receiving a subsequent amorphous wave-front hit that I cannot see (but feel), there was this 2' long "spear" that emanated from the blackish toroid and arrived within a second about 1' from me. It was about 1/2" wide with a beveled tip, and an opposing end, an elongated parallelogram. It was sharp edged, and had an even and consistent toned black color, and it arrived beside me, rather than traveling through me. It was unmistakable as it was short lived, perhaps two seconds at most. Anyhow, just thought I would report on such an unusual maser configuration rather than the relentless fuzzy balls and related amorphous shapes that I see or receive.

And the fuzzy ball masers are in greater profusion than ever; I often have two or three circulating in my visual field. Sometimes they operate in parallel, or two in parallel and one in another trajectory. I can almost be guaranteed that anytime that I view a venetian blind (horizontal slats, identical on all four windows here) that there is a maser ball that is slowly working its way down the blind, causing visual interference with the regular parallel blind background. Sometimes the maser will drop down a few slats, then run perfectly horizontal along a slat edge and then arc downward again, reverse direction, but always staying within the bounds of the blind form.

And too, another common fuzzy maser ball emanation is off the roll of toilet paper while sitting on the adjacent toilet. As I am about to grasp the roll, a maser ball will float off and drift toward me, and sometimes more than one. Maybe one maser comes off the roll, another passing through the first leaf of toilet paper, and sometimes one passing through my grasping hand as well. Who knew that ass-wipe, and the act of using it, would cause such intense interest to the Psychopaths From Hell, in their legions of thousands with a budget of billions (it seems) for 18 years in all their unconventional fuckery?

I wonder if the mass ass-wipe shortage "from" the Great Covid Caper of 2020 might be part of the world Psychopathic agenda, even if ass-wipe had nothing to do with the apparent  symptomology.

And too, and also applicable to aforementioned venetian blind visual interference maser games, they are now batting 100%. That is to say, instead of the former frequent, but not consistent, situational maser instances, they are doing this all the time now. It is very unlike them to invoke any kind of unconventional invasive fuckery consistently, but it seems they are breaking one of their own rules. Don't ask me what this escalation means, whether it be desperation or anticipation of potential outcome, and why they have violated what seemed to be one of their fundamental precepts; no expectable incursions or disruptions. Chalk up another 2020 change in unconventional fuckery strategy and/or practice.

Other fuckery that has occupied my time in the past few weeks has been to get my new spare PC up and running, which became a problem. Like, if I want a dual boot PC, and want to make the choice of which OS, and want to access a common directory of files, why is this so difficult? Too difficult for me to set up as something incomprehensible always goes wrong (heard that before?), so I take said PC to the shop and tell them exactly my requirements. They say it is set up after a few days, I pick it up, and cannot get the effing thing to boot up in both OS, nor can I access the main storage. Why is such simple shit so fucking sabotaged all the time? All I ever want to do is get off Windows (like for 10 years) and its regular takedowns of my audio after every upgrade, and I am not allowed to. Said audio takedowns "somehow" recover themselves in a few weeks or days. No one seems to be able to fix the problem, never mind demonstrate any interest in doing so.


I also got a new larger LCD 4K monitor that is now taxing this barely-there video card. And of course, this mismatch in new display device and 9 yo. video output device is rearing its ugly head, and causing display delays and other action discontinuities. (Forget about watching video). Last year, the video card was going up and down, and the determination of the technicians was that it was unfixable due to the combination of this CPU type and video standards of the day. Not that I could find anything online to support his contention. But as it "happened" the technician was doing a job at a location that was replacing PC's that had video cards of this vintage and salvaged one, installed it, and presto, it worked and continues to do so, even if this display is taxing its resources. Again, more complexity erupts when this new display has a KVM switch in it, so it can be concurrently used for the new spare PC and this old one that I am presently using. Which is what I want to do; a single display (V), with Picture Beside Picture, one from this older PC and one from the new backup PC. And that it also shares the same keyboard (K) and mouse (M). Simple, right?

Wrong; I got sent to Dell Hell, as in another run through the gauntlet of dysfunction. Dell, you might want to tell your customers about your very own Dell Display Manager (DDM) software that allows them to set up your LCD display according to the advertised features. The display's physical setup buttons on the side work well for their scope (immediate comprehensible Apple-level functional design no less, so don't fuck with them), but that doesn't include setting up the KVM keystrokes, which is where the DDM software comes in. But only if you find out yourself of course, via web searching, and then perform a deep dive into the Dell "Help" and their byzantine web site. No mention of the DDM software in their manual of course.

And after all that, why, I still cannot switch back and forth, just only one way. And as for PBP, forget it for now. Perhaps the Mozilla browser will do a more reliable job. And as for Windows, ignoring this kind of functionality for the last 10 years, another reason for Linux.

And for the record, I attempted to do the KVM thing with a KVM switch, a dedicated piece of connecting hardware a long while ago. And lo, if that just didn't plain "malfunction" about a week later, refusing to do what it was designed to do. As it was high fuckery days, when just about everything was sabotaged, I just gave up on the concept. So what is it about a dry and boring device/function called KVM that must be sabotaged again and again? (Which in turn is caused by the relentless sabotage of one or more PC's, to force me to have a spare one in the first place. And too, often concomitant with swapping display devices, keyboards and mice? A fucking nightmare, and always good for at least two such events in a year nowadays).

So...in other words, I attempt to get technically current in 2020, PC functionality-wise. The new spare PC is fast and loaded with extra memory and storage and the old spare PC and its flakey boot-up is removed, along with its extra display, keyboard and mouse. Ready for the recycle trip. And lo, if my fickle friend isn't suddenly in a panic (the second time in two weeks, but for a much different reason), as his job is closing out in two months. He needs online access and his 10 yo. Apple doesn't cut it any more. He happens by because I called in a favor as my vehicle is in the shop. So, I offer him my old rig, but as he is Windows dysfunctional, I offer to set it up for him. Of course I need to remove my data, which I do after a number of peculiar false starts, and get the PC updated for Windows, re-connecting it up to the internet. (I still cannot remove myself as Owner, and the Windows administrative features seem ever more obscure). Then he cannot pick it up today due to apparent sudden changes in workplace circumstances, indicating by text that grape picking is starting tomorrow, something I find hard to believe, but perhaps this is for sparkling wine (lower sugar content).

Like WTF; here I was to get rid of the old PC, get it out the door, and now I am dealing with it again and it is going to sit here, possibly for weeks, until he gets it together to collect it. Two  steps forward and one back, Pyrrhic Progress as I call it, straight out of the Psychopathic play book. Or maybe its just plain sabotage of intention, another of their constant fuckery themes. (There have been other technical reversals last year, e.g. having to remove my USB 3.0 card to accommodate the salvaged video card installation). Just what is it about information access, including down to the color of the cables, that the Psychopaths constantly need to sabotage, disrupt, interfere with and otherwise force expensive and unneeded changes? I just don't get it, and am sick fed up of dealing with this shit.

And never mind attempting to get a "network" established, two PC's, both Windows 10, side by side, on the same modem and having them communicate. As in sending files back and forth, all I want to do. That has been tried, and owing to Windows 10 obscurity, or else more sabotage, it was "USB stick net" this past year.

Enough for a posting, and to call this one done.

Tuesday, August 04, 2020

Jaw Breaker

07-30-2020
A near-all night awakeness stunt last night. Presumably to introduce New Fuckery, a resoundingly painful L ear with pain radiating to my jaw and cheek bone. A constant pain, and then suddenly an additional stinging momentary jolt every now and again, often timed to when I was thinking about something else, a lateral thought jump, one of those neural emissions that the perps cannot seem yet to remotely mind control

A call to the "walk-in" clinic doctor ensued, and I was instructed to put oil drops in twice for the remainder of the day and visit the clinic tomorrow at 0830h. I cannot see this being any bit ordinary, as there was no causal event, unlike 09-2019's stunt of giving me an R ear ache after going swimming at the local pool, resolved by antibiotics. In fact, the pain became so debilitating today that I had to resort for a first time ever pain-killer medication, and old Rx that I didn't use.

On this same L side I had a subconjunctival hemorrhage in my L eye in 03-2020 that took three weeks to dissipate. So we shall see.

All manner of fear scenarios were played out in mind today, just the "usual", a tumor etc. I don't need one of those thanks, though the scenario of needing proton beam treatment, not available in Canada, has been played in mind for some 4 years now. Sometimes they deliver on these long running mind-planted scenarios, and sometimes they don't. They have been very insistent on this one all this time (since 2017), and even have me meeting up with the planted babe they have consistently been putting in mind (romantically) for 17 of these 18 years of harassment. They could teleport her here forthwith, so I don't need to make a trip to their proton beam facility in California. (And the entire compatibility situation for this person, of some former notoriety, is so completely wrong that I have rejected every planted instance of it. I ain't fit for romance and the rest of the downstream togetherness life). All I know is that I could do without the uncertainty, prolonged medical intervention or the pain.

07-31-2020
Got to doctor on time at 0830h, but not good enough for him. I waited for 20 min. in the exam room. "Ear infection" he says within two seconds of putting the instrument in my ear. Scratch all that planted FUD per above.

Rx delays... I had to go back twice and finally got my Rx at 1400h What a stalk-athon at LD (both visits); all these duckies wearing masks FFS, I thought these were long gone in these here parts, but now a resurgence of masked Fuckwits surging around me.

Pain on and off; it seems it takes 45min for painkillers  to kick in

About 1200h I was getting hungry, but was unsure about what to eat. felt nauseous suddenly and had to relieve myself at the great white telephone. I didn't think I had anything to unload, but no, lots, all brown colored from my breakfast chocolate. (I had bacon for breakfast, but none of that there). See the section on this new "feature" of delayed digestion below.

Continued lolling around all afternoon and into the evening. Much sleep, and appropriately timed to screw me up yet again in getting my haircut. Then more pain, more painkillers and then more sleep. Funny how the doctor didn't prescribe pain killers when I told him how excruciating the pain was...
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08-01-2020
The joys of a long weekend (here in BC) while being sick. That is, continued pain in my L ear and sleeping most of this hot day. And too, having slept most of the night, with only one pain killer intake. Quite the ear infection to say the least, as I have had only one before in 09-2019 when I attempted to resume fitness swimming, some four swims over two weeks. It "so happened" that this brief re-introduction to fitness swimming brought on an ear infection in my R ear. Good cover story, but it doesn't wash. In the 1980's-1990's I swam for 14 years 3x/week, ~2400m per hour in a managed practice format, and never got one single ear infection. This time, no excuse, that is, no prior swimming, and I get the ear infection of all (my) time to the level of being debilitated. Thanks assholes.

No actual jaw broken of course, but it felt like it.

08-04-2020
The intense ear infection is now down to a dull roar, and I even put a full day's work in today. I had some pain killers kicking around from dental surgery two years ago, tylenolC, which saved the day. I used them for two days straight, a little on the third day and managed to sleep most of the day and night for three days. I have never needed pain killers for anything until this ear infection, so I wonder if my Psychopathic abusers weren't amplifying it some. Perhaps they wanted me to test them out and check my energy while using them as prescribed. Big deal, I slept mostly, and when awake I felt perfectly normal and even got out to do my laundry at the laundromat.

One of the Psychopath's fuckery tricks was to add on pangs of extra pain; the pain was bad enough as it was, but every so often the assholes would give me a momentary shot of extra pain. Another stunt was to keep popping my L ear, as if the fluids had burst or re-established a seal. And lo, if they didn't pull this latter stunt exactly as a customer some two aisles away, dropped and smashed a glass vessel on the floor. Well done assholes.

Plenty of noisestalking while suffering the ear ache pain of all time was when I was outside, lying on a towel on the lawn. That same single engine aircraft kept flying and circling, then HD motorcycle noise (close and distant (mostly)) often followed by high revving Japanese motorycycle noise, hotrod ("performance") muffle noise was frequent. And too, my normal strategy of placing my fingers to my ears was somewhat thwarted with one very sore ear.

And what was going on with the Psychopaths last night? They kept me awake the entire night (before a day of work), without any other excuses like ADD Rx intake (none) and put on this nonstop light and plasma show in the bedroom. If I looked at the ceiling, many hundreds of  these points of lights were above me, and then started to get longer, "stalact-lights" as I termed them. They were very small points at first, then lines, each radiating perpendicularly from the ceiling. And then after a minute or two of observation, they began to lean over in patterns, in swirls (like a crop circle), as a dynamic pattern. I quit looking after that so not to encourage the assholes, and lo, if they didn't start something similar up, read on.

I was lying on my mattress on the floor, and my head was near the mattress corner, and it just seemed convenient to put my arms overhead, off the mattress and on the floor ahead of me. Inside of a few seconds, these same radiating lines of light came from the underside of the dark wall where my clothes are stored, just above the carpeted floor, and pulsing toward my arms. I didn't feel anything, but decided that I didn't like where this was going and rolled over.

Then I decided to look at the opposite wall where my shelves have tools and supplies stacked, about mid-height on the wall. More fuckery ensued in the form of red light flashes pulsing across the room and landing on the tool boxes, though a larger 8" sized landing of momentary red light. Matched to the red trim on the many Bosch tool boxes I have, and they kept it up the entire time I was looking there.

I then decided to look at the opposite wall there the window is, covered with a closed venetian blind. Normally I don't look at these as they (now) nearly always arrange a slow fuzzy maser ball (zingers) to fall across the venetian blind slats, usually in irregular trajectories, say laterally for 4", then it drops down a slat or two, then laterally (forward or back) again, and so on until the maser ball gets to the bottom of the window and disappears below the last slat, about 6 seconds elapsed time. This time, they had the venetian blinds pulsating with energy, as if black and white small particles were seething in between and through the blind slats. I took some pictures, but even if I capture something, they have a "way" of not turning out, film or digital. They got post exposure image editing done within seconds sometimes. Sometimes digital cameras also come with their own artifacts as well.

So who knows, maybe all this pulsating light is around me all the time and no one dare say a thing. I get enough stares (from strangers/stalkers) in any given day to suspect as much.

While lying and tanning on the lawn, as it has been very hot and consistently sunny, I am reading the Steve Jobs biographic tome, "Steve Jobs" by Walter Issaksen, and not only do I get the above mentioned background of noise, aka noisestalking, but I often get the noise erupting at certain specific moments in reading. Turning a page (yes) is a big deal for the Psychopaths, ergo, add noise. Also when switching from reading text to reading the text and looking at the included pictures. The introduction of his wife Laurene in the text brought on the HD noise next door, across the lane. The Psychopaths like me reading biographies, so there must be something in it for them, say, a psychic connection to the subject, even if deceased.

Another new round of Fuckery has erupted, possibly explaining the above mentioned barfing episode. That is, I have a meal, and the food is sitting in my stomach some four hours later like a stone, as if it hasn't digested. FFS, all my life I have been a very fast food digester; it is down and through me in four hours, even if the "normal" is 24-48 hours. So fuck you assholes and stop pissing with my food digestion. Needless to say, eating a meal has been a more onerous consideration. And too, I don't seem to get hungry much now. Add "remotely manipulated and extended food digestion" as another component of their arsenal.

And the flashes of light in my eyes at bed time have a timed correlation to other games they are studying. I was in bed, and the foot pain infliction started up, and so I moved my feet and kept them moving until I "forgot". Then another jolt of pain in the foot. So I moved my whole body into a new repose. The in-eye light flashes came on briefly and another shot of pain in my foot, same location. So I shifted to a new repose, and again, a shot of in-eye light flash and then a shot of foot pain. Direct and identical responses to my countermeasures. After that, they decided the didn't want to continue to reinforce this association. They can be cagey like that, never wanting to be doing the same thing at the same time or place, especially with regular activities.

And yet another possible technological front of complete intrusion, privacy invasion and remotely applied abuse via this sonic pulse device (cannot find link) Now a vaccuum panel protection that is needed. I learned early on that this energetic invasion wasn't totally EMF, even if the gaussmeter readings were very high, 200Gauss, 1700Gauss later. (Imagine if I could get that magnetic field measurement sensor on my phone accessible and with readings that were reliable). So all that Faraday cage stuff won't work if you are a TI. Then I figured it was tunable radar (in 2002 no less) a form of EMF, that can see into 150' of concrete, but it cannot see past metals. Not much later I figured they were tuning into the ether, per Lt Col. Tom Bearden, so I knew I was screwed, be they "scalar waves" or whatever else. It doesn't matter; Under Their Thumb, 24x7.

This new forced Blogger format is just messed up; I cannot search my labels, I cannot save explicitly, and who knows what else. And the typing is slower, meaning that it is going to Blogger (Google) first and isn't using the local PC for work processing. I knew that a few years ago though. Well done Google, take something that works and de-function it.

Enough for a post and I shall see if it works.



Sunday, July 26, 2020

Keep the Kovid Going

 07-22-2020
About time I got on the bit and put a post together. Finally summer has arrived with some hot (32+C) days as I work in the vineyard. Normally this is time to rejoice for me, as I like the hot weather, but this past 8 months has been one of lower energy and motivation, and this afternoon I was feeling quite wiped out. Very uncharacteristic...I have been taking an hour long nap after work, something that the ADD medications "solved" in 2018. So it would seem I am lapsing back into that scene that instigated re-starting my ADD medications.

And for those who aren't long term readers, the Psychopaths upon their apartment invasion and escalation of high fuckery in 04-2002 when this abuse-athon began, ensured that they deprived me of my ADD medications that were quite effective. In other words, a 17 year long hiatus that was better than this current state. (Go figure). It was only the infernal ionizing radiation therapy for prostate cancer in late 2017 that started this slide into demotivation and lower energy.

Low iron has been an issue for some two years now, and my 12-2019 iron IV didn't seem to do anything, so I got another one recently 06-2020. I had iron blood tests recently, one month later, and I see the doctor has set up a telephone appointment. So we shall see what this means..

But, given my ADD and low dopamine state, I had a notion to check out scientific papers online, and lo, low iron "behavioral effects" in the parlance of the research world, appear very similar to ADD-Inattentive subtype symptoms (me). There is a strong interaction between iron and dopamine FFS. I am not going to say I have discovered the root cause of ADD-Inattentive subtype by any means, though I am curious why no one that I know of (presently) in the ADD book world (meaning, digested from the science research world to make it comprehensible to us retail book purchasing schmucks), hasn't put this together.

I am told by a GP that low iron is rare in males. I have also found research that ADD-Inattentive subtype is also rare in males. ADD males are roughly 80% Hyperactive subtype, where ADD females are roughly 80% Inattentive subtype. Anyhow, we shall see where this goes, but it clear to me that my Psychopathic keepers know a whole lot more about all this than I do.

I get the telepathic messages from time to time that they are "transforming" me, and portray a number of future scenarios of me not being ADD. Well, I don't really care, and my usual reply to them is to leave me the fuck alone, end the abuse now, as I have been fucked enough. To which they telepathically reply, they cannot stop, and must continue their work. Another way of saying they don't give a shit, an its all about them and their research  imperatives, small (ADD, dopamine and iron) and large, (remotely applied mind control, quantum mechanics (and other unconventional physical interpretations not in the Standard Model) and the fundamental postulates of Hugh Everett's Multiple Worlds. Again, I don't care how big of a picture this TI harassment and abuse scenario is, or that of TI's in general, I just want to be left the fuck alone.

Through in all this I get a ringside seat to seeing the larger world scenarios play out with a different lens, though I am by no means privy as to how this all fits the larger picture. The latest games being the Covid-19, or Kovid Killer, as in extensively disrupting the economies of the Western world. Add in the Chimp-Out of 2020 for the thug that didn't show up for his funeral (empty coffin FFS), and the follow-on riots and civil disturbances in the US states and cities that couldn't be bothered to enforce civil authority, being too spineless (or more likely, their chain was yanked) to deal with rioters the old-fashioned way; high speed lead. Then add in the sad-sack Main Stream Media (MSM), or as I prefer, Lamestream Media, who uniformly have backed the rioters and mayhem. In the least they have resorted to euphemistic terms such as "peaceful protesters" for rioters and looters, and have uniformly sided with the Burning, Looting and Murder (BLM) faction, something that only a Lizard King would initiate, because only he can get away with this, even if he has been declared persona non grata in 6 countries for sedition.

Maybe it is more like Billionaire Lives Matter; I cannot see sorry-assed Soros having Gislaine Maxwell (a millionaire) as his next door cell mate anytime soon. Another billionaire of greater recent prominence of late and who is talking through hat most of the time, is Bill Gates and his vaccine promotion. Say Bill, if you want to be a hero instead of a billionaire bum, as you too have been declared unwelcome in a number of countries, why don't you take on diseases the old-fashioned way, and bypass the immune system and hit the disease directly. As in the 1930's with the Royal Rife disease curing methods of determining the EM signatures of the disease, and applying it with reverse EM waves. It worked to the point of 30 doctors having a banquet to celebrate the end of disease until they got rumbled by the FDA of the day.

Not to mention Mr MAGA has been playing kitty-by-the-door and not engaging the states that have allowed the civil mayhem to continue, never mind corralling the above mentioned seditious billionaire. And get yourself a real Attorney General; that fat cat has got nine lives, all of them supplied by the Deep State.

Yet another unwelcome dimension of human behavior has surfaced in the past six months, that of the so-called Social Justice Warriors, or more like, Social Justice Delusionals. A variant is the Woke crowd, though not very awake in fact, as they cannot understand that money doesn't grow on trees, and steadfastly refuse any educational direction otherwise. A more developed treatise on this crowd of tools/fools who have lost the ability to attain a modicum of objective reality at this link, Partisanship Has Untethered Americans' Minds From Objective Reality, summarized as follows;
The question we face in this age is whether it is possible to maintain a civil society with an abundance of people embracing an alternative reality. Fanatics, eccentrics, lunatics and so on have been a part of human society since the beginning. The issue today is one of scale. Those leaky simulations have burst open and our reality is now flooded with berserk imitations of normal people, acting on a sense of reality that is at odds with objective reality. We’re being overrun by simulacrum.
And then on cue,  why, our dear Google, social media platforms, Youtube and the like have  decided to limit Covid-19 coverage to "authoritative" sources. The last six months have had countless shutdowns of alternate news sources, videos detailing a very different reality on the ground etc. In fact, Google was busy censoring long before CoVid-19 censorship.  Twitter's censorship mask slips), and so it goes, circling the drain. So with Google now declaring themselves as the official internet information censor, because they could readily swap out the "Covid-19" theme and add another, and another, etc.  truly 2020 has been a major economic hit on top of many major paradigm shifts.


All of the above is a Perfect Confluence of high stupidity encased in delusional ideals permitting civil mayhem and getting full Lamestream Media support. Add on blatant information censorship of alternate sources to limit public news coverage to the Official Narrative Only. It is all too contrived and orchestrated IMO.

BTW; I have a new name and acronym for the specious term invoked by the CIA to attempt to smear the name of those developing alternate theories to the JFK assassination, a still common term to stiffle debate, "conspiracy theories". Well done, you propagandists, so why would you develop this term anyhow? How about, Not the Official Narrative Theories (NONT), or NONTists applied to such proponents?
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Back to the abuse-athon scenes, just the majors ones since the last posting.

-a 10-12yo boy seriously tailing me at SOF supermarket last week at 1900h, about the most obvious tailing/stalking stunt in recent years. Shopping all by himself apparently. He tails me at my usual last aisle before heading to the checkouts. I look at him as he was so incredibly anomalous, and this shit stares right back at me. He carries on to the chocolate section in this aisle and does the usual gangstalker stunt of "just standing there", (fake shopping) so I take off and get some more groceries. I return to this aisle about five minutes later and he is exiting it for some reason, and lo, if we don't cross paths at the aisle end making contra-centric turns. Then the kid Fuckwit doubles back within 5 seconds and tails me, passes by and then does the "just standing there" stunt again in mid-aisle. I pass by him to head to the chocolate section to select some of my usual vice and Kid Fuckwit starts tailing me again, moving in closer. I take off and head to the check out. Presumably the Psychopaths didn't want to make Kid Fuckwit (gangstalker) look any more stupid by pretending he had money to pay for his groceries

-chasing me with HD motorcycle noise everytime I exited or entered my vehicle or place today.  A low key day off, and sunny weather to boot, and I only went out to the laundromate (2 visits), and that was it.

-why do the Psychopaths need to crack three of my four touch screen devices in the last three months? The assholes cracked the S5 phone I had for 8 years earlier in the year. The 10Note replacement got cracked within two weeks of owning it. The AK digital music player of four years got its screen cracked last year and its replacement got its screen cracked within a week of owning it. Just leave my fucking stuff alone assholes.

-beam type point sources of pain in my feet again, as if a pain beam is passing through. The Psychopaths will nail me in a toe, and I then move my foot and toe and press the latter in my knee for example, and I can defeat the pain for a minute or so until they can isolate my toe again (I assume). They put a pain in my L arch through my boot at work a few days ago. As always, moving my feet around solves the issue temporarily.

-Sat. Chasing me with HD motorcycle noise every time I exited or entered my vehicle or place today.  A low key day off, and sunny weather to boot, and I only went out to the laundromat (2 visits), and that was it.

-the first 0700h start working day was three days ago, and the Psychopaths went berserk with extra fuckery and harassment in preparing breakfast and getting my lunch together for the day's work. I make the same breakfast every morning, and seemingly, all because it was an hour early, they wanted to enrage me, which they did. You know, "normal harassment" things going wrong with exceptional frequency; extra spills and objects just dropping from my hand, "forgets" of routine habitsI do every morning etc. When they put 5-10 of these fuckery events together inside of 5 minutes, one knows one is getting worked over. And given that the Psychopaths seem to have an inordinate interest in the timing of what I do with respect to the sun position, and presumably sidereal time, I should not of been surprised.

-blasting noise through my new noise cancelling headphones, especially that effing HD motorcycle noise which I loathe with a passion. Given the noise cancelling headphones are an electronic device with batteries inside them and switches to activate certain functions, this means escalated electronic fuckery over the passive (normal) type headphones. That I had to reboot them about 6x at least four mornings in succession suggests someone was hard at their fuckery job. Then said headphones work fine for a week (so far).

-fuckery over wearing headphones is endless; they just slide off, the cord gets caught up every which impossible way there can be, the DAP player just won't work suddenly, and both the old DAP, and the new DAP (as of today) seem to have a malfunctioning Pause/Start button. Funny how that "happens". Only opening up the touch screen to touch the same functioning feature invokes the Pause.

Enough invective plus a little TI harassment news to call this one a posting.
 

Monday, July 06, 2020

Post Covid-19 Scare

07-06-1954
My birthday today, double sixes in fact, and some kind of relevance to those who do numerology and all the rest of the supposed portent these numbers bring. I couldn't care less about that kind of stuff.

Even my ex sent me a birthday email, which the asshole hasn't done for the last 20+ years, so what gives?

A day in the vineyard, muscling through yet more hand tucking, as the boss man couldn't be bothered to get the second tucking wire out of the way before the tendrils latched on en masse. Normally, with the wires out of the way, preferably below, then one brings them up and the pair of them contain the shoots vertically without any tendril attachments. Some hand tucking is needed to straighten them out but not much. It could of been done in a week this way, but no, the boss said no to moving the wire and by default that meant have the vineyard worker (me) take three weeks to do it manually. Like, there isn't enough else to do? Of course there is; June and July are intense vine shoot growing periods here not to mention the so-called "suckers" (shoots from the base) that need to be removed (again). And another round of shoot thinning.

And besides, the owners (a couple) never ask me how it is going, what progress I am making, you know, the normal supervisor concern about task completion. And they rarely visit me while doing the job, like they don't need to know what quality level I am doing. Bizarre to say the least. Even last Friday, I come into the tasting room to purchase a bottle of wine as a visitor is in town, and the owner (female) doesn't even ask me how it is going in a general sense. I hadn't seen her in weeks, and she doesn't even ask anything about the job. I only work there M-F, 8 hours a day for crissakes.

I told the owner (male, the more active managerial one) two weeks ago he needed extra help on tucking and he told me he had someone lined up. And what do I get? One person a week later for one day FFS. It does cause me to ponder if I haven't been sandbagged in some way; keep the victim doing a job the slow way when it could of been done 3x faster. All fitting with the Psychopath's agenda of slowing up the victim in engaging in any task whatsoever.

As in competence sabotage; a simple job, now my 8th year of vineyard work, and the Psychopaths dither my finger control to cause the trellis clips (that pull the wires together to better contain the shoots so they don't move) in my hand to suddenly eject outward, and are lost for good. Thanks a bunch assholes. Which explains why I dare not take any assembly job as parts will flip, fly, or eject (beome unconventionally extra kinetic) and my finger control suddenly becomes extra clumsy. Add in the time contraint, say, of being on an assembly line, and the Psychopaths have me totally panicked, stressed and intensely annoyed. They like that, stressing the victim any which way possible, again and again, the same tasks every fucking day.

Another owner stunt was a few months ago when a colleague mentioned my boss (female) made a video on pruning vines and put it on Youtube where he saw it. It was news to me, and annoying news at that, as I had just completed pruning the whole five acres of the vineyard myself, and she never mentioned any video creation, and nor did she ask me about any input. So, the boss lady puts out an educational video on pruning and doesn't mention any of it to me who did all the pruning in the vineyard, save three rows. Pruning is like driving, you don't get any better or knowledgeable until you do it as there are a considerable number of contingent principles and rules that one must consider.

One has to laugh, but also one has to wonder why they are so disengaged when they have a four year employee who is responsible, reliable and knowledgeable, if I may toot my horn some. One usually doesn't get this in agriculture labor for long (or at all), never mind four years working there. I could go on about this perverse disconnect of my current employer association, but if nothing else it is as consistent as it is incomprehensible, given their amiable personalities. I don't get it, unless it is being governed by someone who does not want more of an engaging relationship.

Speaking of which, the First Feral Family all went sideways on me when all this harassment and abuse came on in 04-2002, and the assholes haven't let up since. Playing dumb got them a few months at first, but it became tiresome and then obvious someone was managing my family interaction to be as limited as possible. (And when I realized the assholes were in on this since the get-go, they somehow knew and cut off the last few lines of intelligent questioning and haven't mentioned a thing since, about 16 years). But not to an antagonistic level though, but I do my part at least, and maintain the perspective of Fuck Them All. I don't initiate much with them, but respond normally according to any of theirs if limited. More strange (and managed) interpersonal weirdness IMHO.

And a continuing level of weirdness and fuckery in my existence. The Covid plandemic in all its much hyped "second round", "rebound" and the rest of the Lamestream Media information feed, has kept the physical distancing going, with the odd Fuckwit suddenly erupting to get in close. The gangstalking has become more obvious, but not more frequent, and the "usual" tag teaming is more subtle. One Fuckwit in the supermarked did an 180 degree turn around behind me as I was about to pick an item off the shelf. This would of been a decision moment (for me), a much stalked and harassed moment of High Fuckery for the Psychopaths. Said Fuckwit continued to keep hanging around and seemed to know what aisle I would be in next after bailing on my intended path after seeing the Fuckwit posted exactly where I wanted to go. A straight giveaway are the Fuckwits who stand there at the chocolate section, always a regular stop for me, and so I bail and go elsewhere to finish my shopping, and the same Fuckwit is still standing there some 10 minutes later.

The 180 degree turnarounds by vehicular stalkers has also increased. Today, when departing the vineyard parking lot at 1600h, a white vehicle drives in and I figure they are going to the winery tasting room. But no, the Fuckwit turns around and follows me out, having just got a break in the traffic on Naramata Road, the Fuckwit going back the way he came. If I get too pissed with these fucker they invariably have them take a turn before long. Whether this is to defuse my annoyance or to lower the obviousness level I don't know. Same difference to me; quit fucking stalking me asshole. There have been other winery parking lot turnaround episodes, about two per month, and have increased over the past 4 months. All to do with the ansiotropic properties of space, and having different energy properties in different directions.

A blatant extraconventional piece of fuckery a few days ago. I was lying in bed intending to sleep and they must of telepathically posted something humorous in my subconscious. I was aware of a (seeming genuine) humorous thought, but I could not say exactly what it was (conscious thought), and it was slightly funny, and they must of re-posted it or else augmented it slightly, and I still thought it was humorous. And then poof, some kind of EMF pulse (or like) went through my whole head and a coincident knock on a panel some 20' away. I have had these before, more in the earlier days when a conscious thought got the same Psychopathic extraconventional reaction; a flash of light and a noise and a sensation of a pulse of something traveling through me. This seems to be the first time they have done this test with a planted subconscious telepathic notion.

The last one like this was about a year ago when they put a pair of nice looking babes in front of me at yoga and I was checking them out, and liked what I saw, re-affirmed it, and then poof, a sudden one second burst of a plasma cloud in front of me. No pulse though.

Other fuckery that has increased of late is the existence of plasma and light properties altering events. The masers, the black fuzzy or sometimes linear features, that float around with abandon, and can even track my vision on a printed page. Time to put down the book then when it gets down to point-of-vision stalking. I come in the door at my residence, and they put on this squished up, or crinkled light distortion pattern inside. The same one for three days running.

Long time readers and TI's will know that ANY passage through a doorway or even a gate will cause the Psychopaths to put on extra noise-stalking and other fuckery. Never mind the fact that they routinely (near 100%, normally they don't like to keep a regular harassment beat) piss me off when getting out the door to work every day. I could be late, the shoelaces flip all over the place (extra kinetic), the bootlaces keep missing the hooks on the boots, something is forgotten and just recalled, and hundreds of other jerkarounds to piss me off, usually intensely before getting out the door. Add in a few back and forths to/from the vehicle to get another "forgotten" item, and I am rage-ified every work day in getting there. Thanks bunch assholes. All about exiting one place and passing through a door to crossing the outside lawn (20') and then through a gate (also a moment of high fuckery as they like to pull the keys from my fingers) and getting to my vehicle, another 20' away. And what is it about these simple actions of leaving a house and entering my vehicle that so interests an annual billion dollar budget Psychopathic organization that they need to hound the absolute piss out of me for 18 years and counting?

I have no idea, and don't care. Just leave me the fuck alone, I have been abused enough for 100 lifetimes. As I mentioned in an earlier posting; I'd rather done my time in Guantanamo Bay; I would of been out in seven years and set up on some faraway place, courtesy of Uncle Sugar.

On a more analytical note, I suspect one's energy interactions with the ground energy (charge field in the parlance of Miles Mathis' profound work) in passing from living quarters (on a carpeted concrete pad) to lawn to gravel to asphalt and then seated in a vehicle. If nothing else, the Psychopaths have been very persistent and consistent in hounding my ass at moments of egress (buildings, between rooms, in and out of vehicles etc.). And also getting out of my vehicle, as often one of my employers "happens" to be passing by.

And so it goes, and I will call this a posting, even if I intended to keeping this one ticking over for a few more weeks. Here it is, back to life as a prisoner in disguise. Or, more accurately, as a human nonconsensual experimentation subject, in situ.

Sunday, July 05, 2020

Covid-19 & Farcical Follow-ons

06-30-2020
And I see that government mandated "social distancing" isn't apprehended while rioting and looting. Such a fine example put on by the authorities. But if you want to re-open a hair salon to earn some money, hey, they will be on your ass and you will be in court. In Oregon, they even threatened someone with taking their children into "protective custody" for doing just that FFS. But ANTIFA, Black Lives Matter (when committing felonies), and Hootie and Lootie get a bye. Maybe that should be Billionaire Lives Matter, as the Lizard King himself, George Soros is funding them through his Open Society foundation. If Russia declared Soros persona non grata for his political meddling, it is about time that the US did too.

A current related coincidence (to me) playing out in Seattle are the leftist thugs, ANTIFA by name, and the black militants, Black Lives Matter, who have combined along with other cuckolded fools to set up the Capitol Hill Autonomous Zone (CHAZ). It so "happens" that is the area where I lived in Seattle from 2000 to 2002. It isn't a predominantly negro populated area, but more gentrified with a BMW and Volvo dealership when I lived there. And with the Seattle mayor and the Washington State governor playing docile ("summer of love" FFS), seemingly both afraid of their own shadows to take action, (as have most other public officials in cities affected by the rioting and looting), it just seems too consistent to be anything but orchestrated in advance. Even the MAGA man isn't stepping up as quickly as his past rhetoric would suggest, though perhaps he is waiting for this errant foolishness to implode by itself. I don't know what the political angles are, e.g. fenced in by future election considerations possibly, or perhaps someone with certain videos is yanking his chain etc. All too curious to me, as it seems to me that there is a trail of places (New Orleans, Kauai, now Seattle) that I have once visited or lived, which beget cataclysmic weather events or otherwise get trashed, often decades later.

This civil unrest in the US and elsewhere, per Floyd George's apparent demise at the hands of the police, is reaching proportions of a grand farce. How far do we have to invoke racial unrest scenarios before some people will stop their absurd grovelling and obsequious faux contrition for absolutely no reason whatsoever? The Main Stream Media (MSM) is leading the charge for abhorrent grovelling ("we are with you"), and far too many mindless, or else orchestrated and cuckolded organizations and individuals are following suit. Cue another round of this forced and racist nonsense of "diversity" (di-worse-sity in fact) quotas and so called "affirmative action" (affirmative degeneracy as I see it).

Personally, I think the Floyd George demise was an orchestrated stunt, and that particular thug who should of still been in jail for his last home invasion felony, got a cute exit route out alive. He was no stranger to the inside of a police car, and besides, does a convenience store really call the police for a counterfeit $20 bill? No, they would just hand it back, because he may well of been totally innocent in attempting to tender it. And WTF; he didn't even show up inside his coffin! That is either a new (to me) funeral procedure, or else a blatant expression of "fooling you" (to the public). A speculative notion: are he and Jeffery Epstein, among others, yukking it up in some kind of wonderful resort (you decide what kind) for the managed exit-teers?

Along with other treasonous public officials and workers taking a knee as a deluded  supplicative concession, I have to wonder if a large percentage of the population knows their ass from their elbow. Like WTF; the basis for a successful and harmonious society is that it be civil, backed by the rule of law, along with an interpretive "justice system" to ensure civility is consistently kept as a primary societal imperative. Somehow, those entrusted with the operation of ensuring civility have utterly lost their principles, to the point of being treasonous fools. Since they have lost any public trust, I suggest all those public officials and employees who have taken a knee, be removed from office forthwith.

And that would include you too JT, the Prime Moron of Canada, despicably jumping to the front of all and any so-called social justice sob shows, no matter how how baseless it is.

The best cinematic portrayal of rapidly withering principles that I know of is near the end of  the film, "The Magic Christian", where a pool of septic sludge (liquid shit) is filled in the village square and someone throws paper money in it. At first it is low denominations with onlookers standing by. But as higher denomination notes are tossed in and accumulate, some of the villagers begin to reach in to take them, and eventually some are wading in it. A touchstone to our current societal shit show it would seem, with the added delusion of public officials and corporate officers admitting to things that don't exist, all in keeping with a supplied narrative.

Besides, it isn't about race in the first place, not when one is such an obvious under-performer when one reads the US crime statistics and income levels per Germanica.org. It is just an excuse for looting and civil mayhem. Not to mention exploiting this with the currently termed "de-funding the police" chatter and initiatives. All too coordinated and orchestrated IMHO with the Demolition-crats as the cheer-leading political party who keep egging on this sanctioned lawlessness, an incremental take-down of civility. The police as law enforcement officers are generally not the problem, but no one seems to acknowledge the world-wide evident propensity of a certain race for criminal behavior, as reflected in the government statistics. And why, the police even get instructed to let looters carry on without any application of preventive force. And does that buy them any favors? Of course not, but instead backhanded thanklessness of having their police stations burned down. With respect to black race issues, Malcolm X said, "look in the mirror".And the MSM, or as I prefer it, the Lamestream Media, calls the looting "protesting" FFS.

Is this a plan to bring on that failed state model, so exemplified by South Africa, where the police are next to useless and you better have some money to pay a private police force. Also add the extensive security measures needed around and in your home, i.e., barbed wire fences, steel full height gates, even inside your home in hallways. From Irish Savant, in South Africa, the black chief of police named Sithole (curiously) is quoted;
Sitole told about five hundred police officers in attendance at a conference in Pretoria that if it wasn’t for white people, there would be no crime in South Africa. “They brought TVs, cars, jewellery, and other things our people will be tempted to steal, if it wasn’t for that, our people were never going to learn to steal, they did all of this to make us look bad.
Laughable, if it weren't coming from someone of that capacity.

There is more I wanted to say, but as Google is on the censorious warpath of late, attempting to purge reality, read Zero Hedge's experience here, I will call this a posting.
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