tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26452764.post3283146036748164891..comments2023-07-27T08:59:08.349-07:00Comments on TI World: Fractious BreakfastAJHhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02010011060360051592noreply@blogger.comBlogger12125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26452764.post-37838073430219789462010-04-03T10:56:07.809-07:002010-04-03T10:56:07.809-07:00Answer to: They seemed to have been...
Verrrry in...Answer to: They seemed to have been...<br /><br />Verrrry interesting, a 4 y.o. doppelganger from your past giving you advice on your adult TI circumstances. I haven't had one of these, but then again, most of my memories have been deleted prior to age 5.<br /><br />It is also very interesting is that the perps are righting the wrongs they seem to have pulled on you as to the traumatization circumstance you mention of being bowled over at a dance when 4 y.o. They surely planted the notion at the time that you were pushed over by the girl (when in fact you got knocked over), also jumbled up your short term memories of the sequence of events, and jumbled up your ability to analyze what happened immediately afterward so you couldn't figure it out, and it became a traumatization event. Not only that, they prevented you from correctly assigning blame (attribution) to an adult that wasn't looking out for where he was going while dancing, surely one the necessary skills for that activity.<br /><br />And only now are they allowing you to assemble what you remember (usual caveat), e.g legs and feet, being torn from the girl's grasp, and correctly analyzing the sequence of events to then arrive at attribution to a different party. Hmmm, major mind games by the perps, and it is fascinating how far back they will go, and to what level of detail, and then permit, or supply, recollections that rewrite the sequence of events to then correctly attribute the true causal agent, your grandfather in this case. Hopefully this one is resolved now, and there aren't other recollections that may come to bear later to rewrite the story again. Thanks for the comments.AJHhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/02010011060360051592noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26452764.post-53442710910107206282010-04-03T10:35:49.026-07:002010-04-03T10:35:49.026-07:00Answer to: So I suppose these planted...
The test...Answer to: So I suppose these planted...<br /><br />The test that I use, if allowed, it if it is, or he/she is, sketchy in probability or behavior, then it is the tip of the iceberg of greater jerkarounds. <br /><br />That said, the perps can decidedly mess with one's emotional state, not to mention libido, and have a TI going down the wrong path for a long time.<br /><br />Onto the "who is correct" topic, something the perps are decidedly testing on me all day, every day. It is a typical noisestalk moment when I realize I might of been incorrect in my assumptions (planted or not), or that someone else is incorrect. This is a scene of endless perp games all the time, attribution of correct (or currently held as correct) facts to someone, including one's self. The usual caveats as to the concept of self in this mindfucked circumstance.<br /><br />And while typing the above reply about attribution, why, a cluster of loud motorcycle noise erupted on this Saturday before Easter Sunday. Then overhead clunking erupted after that.<br /><br />Thanks for the comments.AJHhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/02010011060360051592noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26452764.post-88181920603188711322010-04-02T18:35:07.136-07:002010-04-02T18:35:07.136-07:00They seemed to have been on that "development...They seemed to have been on that "developmental years" kick way back from the first time they went overt. This continued from 2006-2007. They were obsessed with things I was able to say from up to 2.5 years of age or so. They'd have a kid about 3 years of age, saying some of those things I remember saying at that particular age. Or they were trying to make me think I was saying those things. More fake notions to weed through.<br /><br />Also, I keep thinking about how the universe was smaller and different back in those days, and I believe this fact as well as other cosmological events play a minor role in how we relate to others on a psychic level. For example, if you were to be transported back in time 100 years ago, you'd be affected by the universe being smaller, hence the cosmic background radiation was higher and more energetic, which would play a role in how one interacts with others on a psychic level.<br /><br />Just tonight, some very young girl was standing there, shyly smiling at me, saying "don't be afraid". Maybe she was "talking" to the 4 year old "child" in me, as she looked about that age. She looked like the young girl I danced with at my uncle's wedding at age 4. I believe she was slightly older than me. Maybe I was 3. But I was dancing with this girl, and my grandpap knocked me down inadvertently, and I could see nothing but huge legs and shoes all around me. At the time, I "rationalized" that she was mean and thrown me down, like she didn't like me or something. I was told recently that my grandpap knocked me down, but all I could see were her hands grasping mine, and me being torn from her grasp. I do remember a large adult butt plowing into my side, causing me to fall. But it seemed like the girl did it to me. I know this is wrong now.<br /><br />I was lying on the floor, horrified, and I ran to my mom crying. It seems the perps were trying to "revisit" this very traumatic moment by having the 4 yo doppel talk to me and smile at me.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26452764.post-901422572784974692010-04-02T18:21:43.312-07:002010-04-02T18:21:43.312-07:00So I suppose these planted notions that are false....So I suppose these planted notions that are false... I get situations where, the truth is hidden from me in some way, but the "truth" could be either of two ways, and it is set up to be finely balanced: either they are right, or I am right. And I spend 50% of my time concluding they are right, 50% of my time concluding I am right. I suppose the purpose would be to see what kinds of counter-rationales I come up with, to rationalize to myself why a situation presented to me is false or not. I am in just a situation right now, where a Ms. C type is being used as a pawn. She is supposedly in a situation, and there is plenty of evidence to suggest it is a true situation, but yet I have found numerous ways to rationalize to myself that it is false. She seems to be working for the perps somehow. I suppose the perps want me to figure out whether or not this "thing" really did "happen" like they said it did. I have reasons to believe this situation is a staged event, to get me pondering about it in the background for the next 6 months to a year. The perps suggest I will know the truth in 5 months. The outcome, with "evidence" (possibly false) was that they were right all along, but I still have reservations.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26452764.post-74337676533333103382010-04-02T13:17:30.125-07:002010-04-02T13:17:30.125-07:00Answer to: When I was younger...
These planted no...Answer to: When I was younger...<br /><br />These planted notions that are patently false are often run for a few weeks and then slowly wound down. Or else they plant a rebutting notion so one logically dismisses the false notion with a counter rationale. This mental game of jerking around the TI with nonsensical notions that the TI would dismiss out of hand and never revisit seems to be occuring all the more of late. I had one run for some months before a final trumping statement from the person involved (per blog) "ended" this theme.<br /><br />The perps tell me that traumatization associations can begin the womb, and the gurgling noise in the wall that went on for a few months recently might have been equivalent to fetal acoustics. There is no question the perps like to create aural revisits, and the stuttering era of your developmental years would be of supreme interest to the perps. They get to separate and evaluate partial word enunciations, to the thought and vocalization intention. And I also agree with the childhood memories that are remotely invoked, and comparing them to your current self. I get a considerable number of "memories" from childhood that I have long forgotten and yet they know the memory, and know that I forgot it. The game seems to be about eliciting one's reaction to something existent (a forgotten memory) and comparing its neural energetic correlates of the time in childhood. By using this differential comparison, they can begin to eliminate other energetic components such as the soil, building, plants etc. whatever was there at the time. That is my take on it at least. Thanks for the comments.AJHhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/02010011060360051592noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26452764.post-50434245693455449492010-04-02T01:54:17.255-07:002010-04-02T01:54:17.255-07:00The perps have planted notions that my stalking is...The perps have planted notions that my stalking is revenge oriented, but I know that can't be the case. It seems logical that the experimentation perps know what kind of qualities makes for a good target. Your normal everyday types (the ones that usually participate in everyday gangstalking) probably are too "average" in order to make for a good guinea pig. And now the perps are discovering that certain types of music activate genes in birds, so I imagine they'd be studying that in humans.<br /><br />http://www.abc.net.au/news/stories/2010/04/01/2863008.htm?section=world<br /><br />When I was younger, I used to have something of a stutter, and it seems the perps are trying to get me to "revisit" my infant days with various kinds of harassment, to see if they can "unwind" up to the age where the stuttering started happening. My theory is that with TI's, they can go back in time and study the brain, to some extent, much like a scientist studying tree rings. There is definitely a exposure to infants and baby themes in my harassment, and that could be why -- probably to get me introspecting my earliest memories, so they can pull them out and study them.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26452764.post-21120030511143584682010-04-01T23:09:31.657-07:002010-04-01T23:09:31.657-07:00Answer to: As far as moving...
I agree with your ...Answer to: As far as moving...<br /><br />I agree with your synopsis that there is an organizational distinction between the revenge gangstalking and that of the experimentation gangstalking. I suspect the latter category is selected from long ago, and the investment is continued in overt form when the victim is in adulthood. The revenge type, often meted out to whistleblowers, seem to be more ad hoc, though I cannot say for certainty if they are both sides of the same coin. (The whistleblowers being run covertly and then controlled to expose the nefarious actions of their employer, and then the perps using this as an excuse to go overt on them). I just don't know what the deal is, though I suspect the perps run deeper than we suspect. Thanks for the comments.AJHhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/02010011060360051592noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26452764.post-77174276312923111402010-04-01T21:38:48.393-07:002010-04-01T21:38:48.393-07:00As far as moving, I'd say it depends on what t...As far as moving, I'd say it depends on what type of gangstalking it is. Any form, basically, is difficult to get away from. I believe my targeting has been recent, but that I was inducted into trauma-based mind control about 10 years ago, including experimentation. I believe I have it "better" than most targets, though my perps are still operating at a very high level, so to speak. This is clearly different than revenge-based stalking, which is still gangstalking, but that type is more like a loose collection of street perps. My type is more trauma-based, and seems to be "directed" from the same high-level perps as yours. I say this because I see the unfavored/favored forms of gangstalkers, very consistent with what you report. Also, my harassment is very consistent when I move to a different location. Some TI's report the tactics are different in differing locales, but mine seems to be very consistent and directed from the same scripts/people. I know moving will not help me, and in fact, will only encourage the perps, because they know they have me on the run instead of doing the "stand still and fight".<br /><br />Perps are like animals... you know how they say if you run from an potential attacking animal, that by running, it triggers a predator/prey response, and instinctively, the "program" kicks in, and they become the aggressor. By standing and not backing down, you show the animal that you are in control, and the programming which controls their fight intensity never kicks in. Same with perps, I believe. If I go on the run, they will persue me very aggressively, not to mention it takes money to move. Stress levels are also higher, and I will be isolated from friends/family which the perps will take advantage of to traumatize/harass me into complete institutionalization.<br /><br />Revenge-based gangstalking is a lot different. Moving away would likely make things easier in that case, though if the big time perps with their experimentation agenda ever come rolling in, those new perps can sell you out to the higher ones. And the situation, which was kinda bad, will be far worse, not to mention the victim's life will now be completely in the hands of the Higher Power sickos doing their experimentation.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26452764.post-66321815251755708262010-04-01T09:12:35.630-07:002010-04-01T09:12:35.630-07:00Answer to: Why don't you just move...
I am no...Answer to: Why don't you just move...<br /><br />I am not looking to move because I don't think that I will end up in any different circumstances. Maser beams, plasma beams, outside gangstalking and noise and the rest of it will accompany me wherever I live for the forseeable future. I don't have a vehicle, and that compromises mobility, and I can get to everywhere I regularly need to go from this present location. And not to mention the number of managers and landlords that don't return calls for promising buildings.AJHhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/02010011060360051592noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26452764.post-4078020807302800232010-03-31T17:44:40.091-07:002010-03-31T17:44:40.091-07:00Answer to: I've had a couple incidents...
Mai...Answer to: I've had a couple incidents...<br /><br />Mail and parcel delivery is often fraught, though apart from the "holdups" by the apartment management, there hasn't been too much sabotage in this category. When they first went overt-beserk in 2002, they held up my bill payments, a bunch of them, making me pay the bills again, and then getting an eventual credit for the extra payments when they finally came in. A three week delay for the same batch of mailed payments for whatever reason. Thanks for the comments.AJHhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/02010011060360051592noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26452764.post-44940684940186385222010-03-31T12:26:48.771-07:002010-03-31T12:26:48.771-07:00I've had a couple incidents of packages gettin...I've had a couple incidents of packages getting "mishandled". I ordered something, and when I asked about the whereabouts of my package, the response I got was that the package was returned to the sender with insufficient postage, and it was very beat up. He said there was sufficient postage, and that today he repackaged it and reshipped it today.<br /><br />Interesting, because I had an ARM9 development board whose box looked a little beat up, as though it had been stomped on. Another case, the laptop I ordered never came, and I was informed by the seller that it was lost in shipping.<br /><br />These sound like deliberate incidents of mail mishandling by perps working for the post office.<br /><br />There are all kinds that gangstalk me. Ironically, the stuff that gets mishandled are usually anything electronic, such as test equipment, computers, and in this case, E10 lamp sockets. Wow, the perps are threatened by flashlight bulb sockets. I'll bet the perps are scared of my electronics knowledge, as a lot of their stuff is just that; nothing more than sophisticated electronic stuff.<br /><br />Some of the people gangstalking range from nasty to nice. All kinds. Yesterday, a guy riding a Harley lookalike, a Boulevard M50, came in wearing leather chaps over jeans. Nice guy; looked like the one guy I used to see all the time that worked on computers. He was trying to bait me into talking about his nice bike, but I figured since it was an act of gangstalking, I'd better not. But then, who the hell isn't abetting the perps these days?<br /><br />I saw a commercial, recent one, where the guy is on the phone, and it appears like someone is messing with his speaking ability. He says "thanks guys", where by "guys" he appears to be "thanking" the perps who messed with his speaking ability. My mom noticed this, and got all quiet about it, like she knows all about the perps and the ways they can remotely mess with people.<br /><br />That commercial seemed like the perps were deliberately putting references to their doings subliminally. Pretty funny, actually. Well, the bad part is, a target is completely surrounded by perp infiltration at all levels and everywhere. Commercials, art, music, movies all have perp infiltration, so the ti is literally drowning in gangstalking at all times.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26452764.post-10475311432615881042010-03-31T12:11:51.718-07:002010-03-31T12:11:51.718-07:00Why don't you just move to a new place?Why don't you just move to a new place?Anonymousnoreply@blogger.com