tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26452764.post324994705853498934..comments2023-07-27T08:59:08.349-07:00Comments on TI World: A Hurl-do to DreadAJHhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02010011060360051592noreply@blogger.comBlogger8125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26452764.post-89224264636499065082009-09-05T14:52:41.800-07:002009-09-05T14:52:41.800-07:00I also must mention that the other college I worke...I also must mention that the other college I worked at was treating me much better anyways. They seemed to appreciate me much better there and were willing to give me more classes to teach. Oh well. If the primary college, one one that fired me, hires me back, then it's OK by me. It was a branch campus of my Alma Mater, so working there was an "honor", despite the gangstalking/bullying. That campus still made me uncomfortable, since there was a larger concentration of people packed in a smaller area, and I feel uncomfortable in that situation. I prefer a smaller "density" of students, faculty, and staff, and there are plenty of colleges in the city that could hire me in some capacity. I'm not looking for money, just something to get me enough income and satisfaction.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26452764.post-41460339149326193452009-09-05T14:46:07.516-07:002009-09-05T14:46:07.516-07:00I was definitely being provoked by bullying in the...I was definitely being provoked by bullying in the workplace, and the boss seemed to have this "knowing" reaction, as in she seemed to know it was gangstalking-related. Her facial expressions gave it away. Her body language and actions seemed to also convey that she is unwilling to address this problem, and would rather get rid of me rather than address the gangstalking.<br /><br />Well, I can see her point: I suppose she was simply protecting her own ass; by helping me fight the perps, she risked being fired. That seems to be the case. So her choice was to blame me and have me go to counselling. I would rather go someplace else, I guess. It was only a part-time instructor position: there are many colleges here that hire people like me. i suppose I should try to find a way to internalize my reactions rather than let the gangstalkers get an "obvious" reaction.<br /><br />In my own case, there was a librarian and another full-time instructor who witnessed my behavior and told the DAA. The DAA blamed everything on me, saying I needed counselling. She gave me the semester off, a temporary firing, saying I could come back next semester if I attended counselling. I suppose that's how they get a lot of TI's... make them feel crazy or dangerous, send them to counselling, and it's all downhill from there. Luckily, I know exactly how to handle this sort of situation: simply go somewhere else where I will be accepted better or my gangstalking situation will be better. I was already working part-time as an instructor at another college; the other college position was simply part of my income. Maybe I could stay at the other college, and get more classes there. That other college was closer to my home anyways.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26452764.post-6773211816017050482009-09-05T12:47:08.592-07:002009-09-05T12:47:08.592-07:00Answer to: They seem to also be very big...
There...Answer to: They seem to also be very big...<br /><br />There are all shades of perp aggravation from the minor coincidences to on-street physical abuse. I never get the notion that I am being "reminded", as this was made plain in the first six months of 2002. My degree of harassment is so total that I am long past the reminding stage, and the odd time (twice in 7.5 years) that I was left alone for a few hours have been truly remarkable of feeling free. (Though I suspect that the last time they did this in 2006, the "feeling free" sensation was a tad too excessive and was likely a planted sensation).<br /><br />Of late, at the farm worksite I have got the odd passive-aggressive verb jab, a seeming "reaction" to what I was thinking but did not actually express any confronting or insulting communication whatsoever. The "thought read" thing again, where someone seems to be highly attuned to one's moodstate even if not expressed in any way, facially or verbally.AJHhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/02010011060360051592noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26452764.post-65989883572790878072009-09-05T12:37:38.958-07:002009-09-05T12:37:38.958-07:00Answer to: I was getting gangstalking...
The work...Answer to: I was getting gangstalking...<br /><br />The worksite gangstalking, especially in an office, has to be the worst. A constant reminder that one is under scrutiny. The counselling bullshit again; blaming others' behavior on the TI victim. Been there, done that. Cast this kind of bullshit right back at them, and bring up the central issue of other people's behavior that created your reaction in the first place. (Assuming it was your reaction, and not an out of character planted one).<br /><br />I had an employee who went suddenly weird (acting major tense and afraid for no seeming reason) after I came back from holidays, and my entire work section of four was jerked around by this for at least a year. And if the boss is equivocating on getting to the real root of the problem, then you know you are snookered and must reach some kind of internal compromise, even if to set the stage for going elsewhere with a good work record.AJHhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/02010011060360051592noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26452764.post-17907896776789031092009-09-05T12:28:08.172-07:002009-09-05T12:28:08.172-07:00Answer to: It's odd that the...
I suspect hai...Answer to: It's odd that the...<br /><br />I suspect hair color has a significant part in the perp's ongoing color games. In the case of the color grey, they seem to be working on differentiating grey hair from grey matter, one's brain in other words. My grey-scale color vehicular gangstalking activity has increased in the past six months with much more subtle variations and gradations of increasing grey colored vehicle in serial in-file formations. I suspect that red and grey combinations will become more noticeable in the future, as one's brain consumes an significantly greater amount of energy than other organs, delivered by one's bloodstream of course.AJHhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/02010011060360051592noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26452764.post-2366170389208846332009-09-05T06:27:28.512-07:002009-09-05T06:27:28.512-07:00They seem to also be very big on reminding me that...They seem to also be very big on reminding me that I'm being controlled by them, and that they are always "present". Little things they want me to know, like I'm always being "watched", and that the things people are doing when they interact with me aren't personal, but rather little scripts prepared for them by the perps. For example, they might say something insulting, yet it wasn't personal; just something my assholes wanted them to say.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26452764.post-33501572468179519622009-09-05T06:14:47.326-07:002009-09-05T06:14:47.326-07:00I was getting gangstalking at the last place I wor...I was getting gangstalking at the last place I worked, where they were successful at getting me all worked up (actually provoking me viciously, right before I was supposed to start working). It didn't go so well for a while... someone observed my "behavior" (my reaction) and told my boss. Now she wants me to go to counseling, and may consider rehiring me in the future. It's odd she wants me to go to counseling, especially since she seemed to realize I was being gangstalked. I guess the counseling bit would be a big deal for the larger group (the perps), because they would be able to obtain all kinds of additional info. I don't think I'm going to take her up on her offer.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26452764.post-71717634732896797432009-09-05T06:08:09.340-07:002009-09-05T06:08:09.340-07:00It's odd that the woman they hired is younger ...It's odd that the woman they hired is younger than me, yet has completely gray hair, and resembles one of the girls I used to hang out with all the time. They sure love to play that game. They do have the gray hair bit, the messed up and greasy variants, as well as gray and thinning.<br /><br />I suppose most of these tactics are a way for them to exercise their strong-arm control tactics.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.com